ok here goes...
i'm 24, ive been with my boyfriend since we were 17. we had marriage plans, we were TTC a child but our whole relationship is just falling apart. he's never around anymore, we're both still living with our parents right now and hes stopped coming over, hardly ever calls and just seems disinterested...
its hard to explain but its just one of those situations where u know its about to end IYKWIM?
i tried talking to him, i asked whats going on with us and he said "i dont know"
after alot of crying and talking he decided its best if we stop seeing eachother for a while, he thinks we've outgrown eachother and should just be friends
i understand and its probably for the best but where do i go from here???
since we were 18 hes always been the breadwinner, ive only had a couple of casual jobs since then, im currently unemployed and the only qualification i have is my HSC, not cuz i wanted it to be this way but because he told me he wants to support me (stupid on my behalf i know)
we had a whole future mapped out and its like my whole life has just been taken away from me i really dont know where to go next?
i dont have many close friends i lost most of them when him and i first got together. i just feel like a total loser, im 24, still living with mum, no job, no car, no nothing!!
on top of that all my hopes for a baby have gone out the window. after planning it and TTC it feels like my heart is broken, and it might sound stupid but i feel like im getting old and i need to have a child and settle down soon... i just feel completely lost i dont know what to do...