I am new to this site and wanted to share with you my story as I find sharing is allways good.
My beautiful baby girl was born on July 30, 1999. i had a fairly easy first pregnancy with only a little morning sickness.
My baby was born with a slight heart murmur but at her six week check up she was pronounced a healthy, happy baby girl.
As she was my first I was unsure what to expect and thought that her crying was normal. Nobody noticed that she had any problems not even the doctor.
Two weeks before she passed away she got bronchilitis and was put on medications.
The doctor referred her for an ultrasound on the Monday but she didnt make it.
On Sunday November 7, 1999 she began screaming as if in pain and looked to be having trouble breathing so my partner and I rushed her to hospital and that was the last time we saw her alive.
Truth be told I knew she wasnt going to make it. I held her in my arms on the way to hospital and felt the life leave her.
My beautiful angel was born with a hole in her heart and had suffered a heart attack.
I still cry and I still ache for her and I still feel a space in me.