Will somebody take my ds as I just don't think I can do this anymore. I have hit the wall. I feel like shaking him and telling him to snap out of the autism because I just can't deal with it anymore. I am sick of the crying and the tantrums and the screaming. I am sick of never being able to make him happy.(for long) I am sick to death of trying so bloody hard all the time and still living like this. I just don't have the energy for it. You can read my last post in the autism chat if you need more details but that's pretty much it in a nutshell.