I need somebody to help me out and give me their honest opinions.
I am just over 5 weeks pregnant with my first baby. Both my partner and I both planned this baby and were so excited to be trying for one. But, now that I am actually pregnant I am not really liking it.
I know that sounds silly but I really don't like feeling sick, not knowing what is going to happen, waiting for our lives to change dramatically etc etc. I am terrified.
Is this normal - all the books say that your hormones go crazy and that you get very weepy, but I don't know if what I am feeling is hormones or if it is something more.
I have spoken to may partner about this and he is very supportive and says all the right things, but I still feel like a bit of a failure. All our close family that know of the pregnancy are soooooo excited and I feel like I am a bit of a let down as I am not that excited at all, just wishing I could snap my fingers and have the baby born.
Does it mean that I am going to be a **** parent if I don't like being pregnant?
Let me know what you think