hi everyone
so i'm not exactly where to start or what to write but i think if i don't get at least some of my feelings out then i am going to explode!


i have 2 children & am suffering post-natel depression. i have been on my meds for about 5 months now but i am still not coping. after another visit to my doctor last week he has suggested that they up my dose & that i go see a psychologist.....this i am not too sure about. i feel like a nutter & will it really help?

my kids are amazing & when they are good they are great, but when they decide to chuck tantrums & have cranky days i don't know how to cope. i feel like they hate me cos they only do it with me. whenever i try to put my 6 month old son down he cries & cries but as soon as my husband holds him he falls straight to sleep!!!! i don't get it.

plus i am trying to figure out whether or not i still want to be in my marraige. my husband is driving me nutty for so many reasons. but i don't know if it's the pnd that is making me think like this.

i'm sorry if this doesn't make sense...it doesn't even make sense in my head!