i cant do this.

**niccolett26** · 30-06-2008 23:10

my partner has walked out. our little girl is 6 months and she is beautiful. she is the most calm and quite baby. i can handle her on my own no problems. what i cant handle is being lonely. i have no friends. i have no family. i have no support. i can't stop crying. i am all alone. i can't make friends i dont knw how any more. i have no confidence. how can i expect anyone to like me when i dont like myself. i have never really had a friend. and when i did have "friends" i wasnt me i change who i am to fit in. suicide is not an option for me i will not let my girl grow up wit her farthers discusting morals. but i am scaring myself. i feel i have lost control. i want it back i want my life back

**Benji** · 30-06-2008 23:12

Are you close to your mum? Can you talk to her?

What about a mothers group or one of the meets on bubhub? Have a look in your area.

**jayisa02** · 30-06-2008 23:14

whereabouts are you? If you are in brisbane i would love to meet you for coffee and a chat. Message me if you are

DO you have any relatives nearby at all?

**misskittyfantastico** · 30-06-2008 23:22

I'm sorry that you're feeling so badly

As the other members have suggested, why not go to a meet in your area? If you let us know where you are then someone can point you in the right direction.

Here's a link to some phone numbers

http://www.bubhub.com.au/serviceshelplinespostnatal.php

Please call.

DQ · 30-06-2008 23:24

I am so sorry you feel so alone

Please make use of the numbers provided and we are always here to chat and listen when you need to.

Please take care.

**niccolett26** · 30-06-2008 23:27

i have been to 3 diff mothers groups. but as i am only 19 i got weird looks as everyone was older. i am from north wa. and all my family is in tassie. yes i am close to my mum but she is a ver busy person she does try and make the time to jump on msn or call.

**niccolett26** · 30-06-2008 23:31

and thanks for the numbers will be helpful.

**Chickadee** · 30-06-2008 23:31

Did he just walk out tonight?

That's so hard (been there, done that

). It does get better, with time.

As for friends, I've made heaps on here. It's scary and hard but you sometimes just have to chat up other mums at parks & playgroups.