Hello,

I just need to vent and i feel I have no one to vent to so ill just do it here.

My mobile has been off for a week now just cos i havent bothered to recharge it cos i know i do not get calls or sms from anyone anyway.

Since having Annabelle everyone seems to be busy living life and I hardly eva see my friends.

I have a baby that does not sleep, and no im not exagerating. Annabelle when she does sleep wakes every 20 minutes and is so hard to resettle. She does this pretty much all night long aswell.

We moved up here (in with my mum) 1 hour away from everyone we know until we sell our weekender property at mudgee.

DH works down at windsor (1 hour away) and if i want to visit ppl i have to be up and ready and out the door by 7:20am. Its just too much when im up all night with annabelle. So i dont get to see anyone, which im used to now and dont mind so much.

In the next few months if mudgee does not sell we will have to move there. Which im looking forward to cos its lovely.

Anyway i guess my point here is that DH and I are very firm that our family is our priority and that is the basis of all our decisions. We feel it is very important that i stay home with bub and sacrifice pretty much everything to do so. I dont want to have babies if i cant afford to stay home with them at least for the first 2-3 yrs. Well my family keep giving me **** about it and say that i should be working and i should get ova my idea of staying home with bubs in this day and age. Im just tired of getting no support. Also im still feeding bub and using cloth nappies and everyone gives me **** for that too.

Just wish people would keep things to themselves unless it is said in a suportive and positive manner.