Wasn't sure where to pop this.
Thought the general health would be best I guess.
After suffering so much emotionally last year with losing babies and endless trying again and again and feeling worthless as a mum there is now an end to it.
This year had started with a bang with many doc appoinments etc and a final determination of having to have the op and I have now official entered a world I never thought I would be in.
I had to have a hysterectomy.
I will never be pregnant again.
I am however very lucky to have my special little man Zac.
Has any one else out there had a hysterectomy? I'd love to chat.
I am currently on anti-depressants as this is not something I had on my life plan.
The only thing now that has entered into discussion with DH that keeps me going if the thought of adoption so DS can at least have a sibling some day.
The worst part is the side effects I have experienced so far, not to mention, not wanting or actually having sexual intercourse since.
I feel so young to have had something like this happen. I must sound like an awful sob story but just want to let go of some feeling here and have a conversation with someone who knows what its like or give good advise.