I hope I have posted this in the right area. I'm new to all this so here I got. In December 2003 I miscarried my first child. I held alot of the pain in as I felt that I needed to be strong. I only cried to my friend and wouldn't cry in front of my family. I wasn't with the father for any of the pregnancy and lost it at 12wks. It wasn't until March 2004 that I lost the plot. I went to my friends house warming with my best friend having a fantastic time and all of a sudden I turned to my friend and told her we have to leave there was too many people here. I left hysterical. This was the first time I cried in front of my family. I found I wasn't cpoing with the normal day to day things so I went to my doctor. He told me that I was just upset and to go out and have another child. After that I thought it was me being silly. Now we are a year and a half after the even and I still find myself upset at little things and sometimes I'll be driving along and it will be like I get this wave over me and I go from happily driving along singing to a blubbering mess.
I was just wondering if there is anyone else out there that has been in my position and how to cpoe with it all??