Dear Mother Nature,
Why have you let us down? I am so sorry that I didn't meet my soulmate until later in life and that I didn't get to utilise my gift of reproduction until now....it is not working - did it ever work? You know that I have always wanted to be a mummy. Why have you deserted me? I waited and waited for so long for Mr Right and my heart has been broken many,many times- and now my patience has been rewarded by infertility.
Will you now be kind to me and allow my body to accept a beautiful gift from another woman. Will you even send one to me? Will anybody like us? Will we appear too desperate?
I am sick of feeling like a failure.
Mother Nature I know that I have a lot to thank you for - my husband, my family, my friends, my health and my sense of humour which usually gets me through these hard times (it must be on vacation at the moment!)......but from the bottom of my heart, please help me out here! You know that hubby will make a great father - it is his life long dream too! I have seen him playing with our nine nieces and nephews....he is a natural. Why won't you let me give him the gift he deserves?
I long to hold our little baby in my arms and for someday soon to be called "mummy". Please be gentle with us.
Me 38/DH 42
TTC 3.5 years
7 IVF attempts
2 angel babies
Doing final IVF with my own eggs now....Colorado Protocol...EPU 15/3 (not holding my breath!)