Not sure if this is the right place to post this or get some feedback but here goes....
Just recently, my Mum had a night where she couldn't sleep and was tossing and turning. It was around 3am and she felt like someone had sat next to her on the bed, she got very cold and couldn't turn around to look. When I asked her if she was scared, she said that she was "freaking out" but not scared. It was like she was frozen and couldn't look. Then after around 10min of her lying there (obviously still wondering what had just happened), the same thing happened again. This time she laid there and then got up after 10 min and walked around the house to try and brush it off!
The very next day I was about to head off to do some shopping when I got the urge to go to my Dad's grave. I haven't been there for around 6 years and all of a sudden decided to take my 7mth old there to "meet" his Pop. We went and sat there for around 15min where I had a little cry and introduced him to my dad that passed away just before I turned 2.
That night my Mum called me and told me what had happened to her. I found it quite strange that she did this as she is SO skeptical about these things. Then I told her about my urge to go to the cemetary. Then she "really" freaked out!
She then told me this week, that a girl at work had given her an aura and tarot card reading (not knowing what had happened to her). The first thing that she said was that she thought my Mum was divorced but then realised that she had been widowed. Then she said "he did it with his own hands adn it was no accident"... He commited suicide which my mum knew but found it eerie that she picked this up. She then went on to tell her that he had passed but hadn't yet moved on as he was waiting for her forgiveness.
I know that my Mum has had issues with this for years as she is angry at him for leaving us and especially that he left me without a father. Mum told her what had happened a few nights before and that I went to the cemetary. She was told that he had called on me to see if I was fine with everything but knew that she wasn't. When she asked "why now is this happening?" she was told that he thought it was the right time as I now had a son and that Mum didn't need to worry about me anymore as I would always "have someone" now. She said that he won't move on until he knows that Mum has forgiven him for what he did.
I really believe in all of this stuff and it all seems to make sense to me (obviously alot more goes with this). But I was just wondering if anyone has any thoughts as to what is going on here... Really interested to find out!