I'm feeling angry at DP tonight because I am overdue at the moment (almost 41wks).
I dropped off dp at the rugby today at lunchtime and in the last week i have told him twice not to drink just in case anything happens and he has to drive me to the hospital.
Well 7pm tonight i call him and he is at the pub with his rugby mates getting ready to watch the nz vs aussie game and he has been drinking since this afternoon........
I asked him to come home and watch the game and to stop drinking - he said he will be home after the game and no doubt will continue to drink.
I am so angry right now and can't stand him......because it is stressing me out the "what if's"
what if i go into labour
what if i have to drive myself
what if i have to go into labour smelling alcohol and cigarettes on his breath
and i'm really angry at him that i'm stressing out over this right now - i don't need it
I said to him that i have been preparing for this birth for the last two months (getting ready) and i'm afraid something may happen and he is not prepared .....i'm afraid i will never forgive him