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OM
05-06-2007, 15:52
6 days ago was the last time Ozzy breastfed.

My breastfeeding relationship with his has finally come to an end – no longer am I a tandem feeding mama – I am now just a breastfeeding mama of 1.

After 2 years and approx 4 months my boy has decided he is confident enough in himself to not need me as much for security and comfort. I am very proud of him.

Now breastfeeding certainly wasn’t an easy task for me – it was damn hard actually. No one explained to me that a grater scraping down your nipples would have been less painful. I remember the first few weeks just gritting my teeth and wiping away the tears rolling down my cheeks from the pain of Ozzy sucking. It was horrible my breasts were bleeding and incredibly sore. I did overcome that though.

Around 5 months of age Ozzy’s first tooth popped up and oh did he love testing his new fang out on my nipple. At first when he would gnaw on my nipple I used to jump in fright and scream – this only led to me being bitten more from a giggling little baby thinking it was highly hilarious watching his Mama jump around going ‘ooh, the little bugger bit me’! I eventually learnt to not react to his biting and to just calmly grit my teeth, un attach him and then firmly say no and then let him breastfeed again. He grew out of that biting stage – but it certainly was a trying time whilst it was happening.

6 months of age we introduced solid foods. I thought this would stop Ozzy from wanting the breast as much – WRONG!!!! For some reason he decided that he wanted to now feed for one hour every feed with only a break of one hour between feeds, this continued day and night till around 12 months.

Approaching Ozzy’s first birthday began the comments from friends, family and total strangers. ‘Ewwwww, that’s disgusting when are you going to wean your son?’! I was made to feel very embarrassed and a little disgusted in myself by breastfeeding. Sad really isn’t it. It got to a point where I just stopped feeding Ozzy in public as I was frowned on and the comments really hurt. It wasn’t like I was just flopping my breast out and yelling ‘oi kid, the dairy’s open’!

A few months later I fell pregnant with Isla. Everyone seemed to presume that because I was pregnant I was going to wean. How wrong were they – it made me more determined to let Ozzy self wean. When Ozzy was around 18 months I mentioned to my husband the idea of ‘tandem feeding’. He hated the idea and didn’t like the idea at all. He was somewhat in the same opinion as other’s that Ozzy was just getting too old to be breastfed. He however was kind enough to say that he understood though that it was my decision and whatever he said was not going to change my mind. He was right – I didn’t care what he said!

Isla was born and Oscar adjusted into tandem feeding incredibly well. Often he would just wait until Isla had finished her feed then ask for some milk himself.

I am not sure what happened to make Ozzy decide he was a big boy now and didn’t need the milk anymore. Just for humour I thought I would try again and offer him the breast he giggled at me and said ‘no Mummy! And told me to give it to Isla lol! What a champion that boy is!!!!

I can only hope that I have as long of a breastfeeding relationship with Isla:yes:

SalTheGal
05-06-2007, 15:56
:yelclap: Congrats on doing such an awesome job, you have given your DS such an amazing gift! :wizard:

mum2L
05-06-2007, 16:00
Thank you! That was lovely to read. :thumbsup:

I am still bfing my 12mth old and sometimes worry about what people will think as I continue to feed him. Since he turned 1, I often get asked when will you stop breastfeeding him and I just say when he is ready to stop because I don't find it a drama, I actually enjoy it! So thank you for encouraging me to continue just by reading your thread.:)

Well done for breastfeeding Oscar for so long and Oscar you really are a champ! :smiliedance:

poshBecks
05-06-2007, 16:02
Just for humour I thought I would try again and offer him the breast he giggled at me and said ‘no Mummy! And told me to give it to Isla lol! What a champion that boy is!!!!


Firstly, congratulations Amanda, what a great effort!! :yelclap:

That must have been very cute, when he declined your offer. But I am sure a little sad at the same time....

All the best with Isla now :)

Bumble
05-06-2007, 16:05
:yelclap: a very big well done to you :thumbsup: you and ozzy did a great job i can only hope to feed for as long as you did :yelclap::D

OM
05-06-2007, 16:07
So thank you for encouraging me to continue just by reading your thread.:)

Oh I am glad to have inspired you :yes:



That must have been very cute, when he declined your offer. But I am sure a little sad at the same time....

It was awfully cute - but yeah it is sad, why do they have to grow up


:yelclap: Congrats on doing such an awesome job, you have given your DS such an amazing gift!

Thankyou I am very proud of myself.

Mum&bubs
05-06-2007, 16:08
Congratulations!! You should be very proud of yourself on the job you've been doing for the past 2 years.

All the best for you & Isla's breastfeeding relationship!

MW&S
05-06-2007, 16:11
Hehe, that made me cry actually!

Thanks for sharing that story. Breastfeeding is magical isnt it? We keep our babies alive!

I love that oscar said that about giving it to isla. HOW CUUUUUUUUUUUTE!

Well done! :yelclap:

punkbaby
05-06-2007, 16:17
Well done :) thanks for sharing

OM
05-06-2007, 19:19
Thanks for sharing that story. Breastfeeding is magical isnt it? We keep our babies alive!


Oh breastfeeding is wonderful isn't it - I definately feel empowered by being able to do it!!

~Kimba~
05-06-2007, 19:29
Oh Amanda that was lovely to read, really brought tears to my eyes.

How wonderful that you were able to keep breastfeeding Oscar for so long and that you cherish it for the gift that it was. I hope that you're able to enjoy a long and happy breastfeeding relationship with Isla too! :hugs:

(I have to admit that I'm a wee bit envious, how I wish I was able to do the same...:yes: )

♥Heaven Sent♥
05-06-2007, 19:55
Wow that was so beautiful to read and very encouraging,most of the story could've been me but only ds is nearly 11 months and hopefully we have a long time to go before we stop.

Congratulations on your wonderful breastfeeding journey :)

kymmy
05-06-2007, 20:03
A very inspiring read OM - thankyou. :thumbsup:
Well done to you and also to your BIG boy! :D

ButterflyMama
05-06-2007, 21:04
How beautiful, thanks for sharing.

Billy
05-06-2007, 21:18
Congratulations OM, that was beautiful to read and truly inspirational. Well done :)

misskittyfantastico
05-06-2007, 21:28
Well done you. That was a truly inspiring read, thankyou so much for sharing.

Sazeby
05-06-2007, 21:39
Congrats Oscars mum - you've done a wonderfull job. how are you feeling about it are you a litle sad? i think i'll be sad when my baby girl decides she dosn't want her mumma anymore.

:thumbsup: I'm sure you'll do a great job with Isla too!

OM
06-06-2007, 06:22
How are you feeling about it are you a litle sad?

It is a little sad but I am feeling rather proud too:D

Nickster
06-06-2007, 06:49
Thank you for sharing that OM - I found myself recognising so many parts of my own story within yours.
You have done so incredibly well to make it this far, congratulations and a big hoorah - :yelclap: - for your big boy!