Feeling very blah!

[mumstar]

A little while ago now i was put on antidepressants and things seem to be looking a little better...

i havent had ANY panic attacks and i seem to have more paitence...

the only thing i have found is i seem to have gone from one extreme to another... before i would take everything out on my house or people everything had to be perfect... now i seem to have lost the motivation to do things and that is starting to get me down again...

and to top everything off i feel like everyone is watching me 24/7 to see how im doing... i had a couple of drinks the other night and my sister now thinks im an alcoholic (which im not!) and my mum has become so interferring...

i dont really know what im trying to say but just thought writing it down and sharing with the beautiful bubhubbers might help put things in perspective!

[damien's mum]

Aww babe.. :hugs: :hugs:

I was the same, since switching med's i have had less of the attacks, but still feel like i am being watched, if i snap or am a bit grumpy the first things everyone says is "HAVE YOU HAD YOUR TABLETS" :banghead:

Drives me nuts, yes i may be on med's but i am allowed to be angry or upset for a reason!
I totally understand how you are feeling. Cut yourself some slack babe... Sending you lots of big :hugs:

[mumstar]

thanks so much for your support!

[suzannec]

have a talk with your dr about your dosage. When i was on higher dosagaes of zoloft i found that i just cruised thru the day, couldnt be bothered doing anything. There is a fine line between too much and not enough.

As far as feeling like everyone is watching you, dont take offence, just let them go and smile if they make coments. I always make a joke of being on my "happy pills".