Dont know what's wrong with me today...

[SweetSerenity]

Hey Ladies..

My head is so scattered today....

One moment i feel great and then bang i feel a bit down and lonely...

I kind of feel like no one is here for me at the moment... No one asks "So how are you really going nat?"....

Dont get me wrong i am happy, but i guess i just dont feel satisfied as such...

I feel like alot of people i care about are leaving or are too busy for me...

I feel like a nusience (sp?) at mums sometimes, one of my best friends is going to be moving up to Shoal Bay sometime this year, another best friend has just gone back to uni so she's flat out...

I guess i just feel like the main people i lean on, i cant right now....

Not that i generally lean on them alot as i am quite a strong person, but i just sometimes wouldnt mind having a whinge or just a talk about how things are going in my life....

I think there's more to me feeling this way but i cant quite put my finger on it...

I also miss talking to someone on a day to day basis on how my day was and just about nothing really... I DO NOT miss my ex one bit, i just wish i had another adult here sometimes everyday so i could have an adult conversation...

I really dont know how im feeling... maybe a bit lost??

Sorry just need to get things off my chest...

Nat xx

[Ffrenchknickers]

hugs Nat:hugs:

[Kizmet]

:hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: im here for you hun

[Melissa1983]

:hugs: Nat..

You know that i am here for you when ever you want to talk or to have a whinge.

I'm only a phone call away..

Hopefully i will e back down there soon for you.

[MilkOnTap]

You know what Nat - I think there is something in the water... Take care... :hugs:

[oleander]

Hi Nat:wave: I know how you feel. My worst time is at night when bubs has gone to bed and I'm sitting here thinking what to do now? I sometimes think I'll call someone to talk to then I think oh, they are busy with their hubby or doing something. It's a gross feeling.

Have you been out of the house today? Sometimes if I don't go anywhere all day it's worse. Make sure you get out every day even if it's for a walk to the park with your DS or something.:)

There's always dating websites:o sometimes it's a great self esteem boost to chat to some nice fellas. You never know what you might find!

Sending some of these:hugs: your way!

[PunkyDiva]

Friends are there for you no matter how hectic their lives are and may appreciate the respite from their own troubles to comfort and listen to your woes.

I've used this excuse for not telling people how I was feeling in the past and their shock at my feeling that I couldn't bother them was stronger then the shame I felt at the path I was going to take.

[SweetSerenity]

Have you been out of the house today? Sometimes if I don't go anywhere all day it's worse. Make sure you get out every day even if it's for a walk to the park with your DS or something.:)


Thats the funny thing... i was at work ALL day today lol.. so i had plenty of social contact etc...

I know what you mean though by being in the house all day makes it worse.. i find this too.. sometimes on my days off ill just take peter to the river, playland or just go into our local Westfields for some window shopping just to break the day up.

Im glad you know where im coming from:yes: :hugs: Thanks xxx

[SweetSerenity]

Friends are there for you no matter how hectic their lives are and may appreciate the respite from their own troubles to comfort and listen to your woes.

I've used this excuse for not telling people how I was feeling in the past and their shock at my feeling that I couldn't bother them was stronger then the shame I felt at the path I was going to take.

Thank you :) I will try and remember that..

[Jax Tellers Old Lady]

Aww honey bunch I am always here for you:hugs: I love our chats and love the support and friendship you give me. You are so lovely and just think there is a special guy just waiting to get back to you. Im always here to listen.:hugs: :kiss:

[SweetSerenity]

Another thing is, after a fanastic evening last friday night with a male friend, and having him gone to the UK for 6months, only a few days later, is a big stab in the heart too.. I finally decided after a year of being friends to go on a date with him, and then he has to go....

Even though i will be waiting for him, its such a long wait and i will miss his support and talks alot.

So its just a big bundle of things right now...

[SweetSerenity]

Aww honey bunch I am always here for you:hugs: I love our chats and love the support and friendship you give me. You are so lovely and just think there is a special guy just waiting to get back to you. Im always here to listen.:hugs: :kiss:

Thanks hun :kiss:

[munchkin05]

:hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

theres definatly something in the water
ive been like this all week one minute in happy the next im in tears and i dont know who to call cause everyones got there own things going on

hope your feeling better :hugs:

[Percy]

Oh im sorry your feeling so down nat.

you know where i am if you need to talk. And dont you dare tell me you dont want to be burden.

You are such a sweet and caring person. It makes me feel very sad to think you are upset and lonely.

Talk to you soon.:hugs:

[SweetSerenity]

Thanks Katie...:hugs:

Im feeling a little better this morning, not much though... this overcast weather doesnt help.

I am also feeling really self conscious about myself... i dont feel very attractive, i feel like everyone stares at me when i go out, i dont know why... but just the past few days i feel extra self conscious and sensitive... i dont like feeling this way.