Trumpet
21-02-2007, 15:57
I was diagnosed with PND when my DD was born but my doctor believe's I still had it from when my DS was born but this time I have asked to stay away from the meds but now I'm not so sure.
After all the problems DH & I have had what with him having inapproriate conversations with other women and nearly splitting up over it then me not being able to get past the hurt and devastation that he could do that to me.
Now that I have put that away as I don't think I will ever get over it but now I am just fed up with all the contraception problems I am having with bleeding & spotting now for nearly 5mths. I am not totally comfortable having sex while bleeding but I would, but DH doesn't even want to go there (TMI - Sorry) But this doesn't stop him from groping me every second he can and this just ****es me off even more.
DH has totally changed back to the husband I met and loved for so long but I am miserable and I don't know what to think, do or feel as I am just numb to everything.
The only thing that has changed and thanks to me reading all the advice you have all given to each other it has helped me to become a better mum and I am now starting to enjoy my babies and for that I am trully grateful. But in the last couple of days I have noticed myself start again on my DS and have pulled myself back and start again.
So I don't know whether I should go and see my doc now and admit defeat or wait and see if it's a passing thing.
Thanks for reading this as I just needed to get it out and stop keeping it bottled up as I don't have anyone to talk to about all of this.
After all the problems DH & I have had what with him having inapproriate conversations with other women and nearly splitting up over it then me not being able to get past the hurt and devastation that he could do that to me.
Now that I have put that away as I don't think I will ever get over it but now I am just fed up with all the contraception problems I am having with bleeding & spotting now for nearly 5mths. I am not totally comfortable having sex while bleeding but I would, but DH doesn't even want to go there (TMI - Sorry) But this doesn't stop him from groping me every second he can and this just ****es me off even more.
DH has totally changed back to the husband I met and loved for so long but I am miserable and I don't know what to think, do or feel as I am just numb to everything.
The only thing that has changed and thanks to me reading all the advice you have all given to each other it has helped me to become a better mum and I am now starting to enjoy my babies and for that I am trully grateful. But in the last couple of days I have noticed myself start again on my DS and have pulled myself back and start again.
So I don't know whether I should go and see my doc now and admit defeat or wait and see if it's a passing thing.
Thanks for reading this as I just needed to get it out and stop keeping it bottled up as I don't have anyone to talk to about all of this.