joined here for baby no 5,but sad news

[mykidzmylife]

Hi Everyone,
I found this site by accident when i thought i was pregnant,and was so happy as it is such a great place.
I havent visited much lately,with the kids home and xmas etc and we went camping over xmas.

I was due around 2 august,and went to the doc on dec 22 for blood tests etc and all was good.
went back and went for my ultrasound,and no heartbeat could be found and the sack was irregular.

so i had several lots of blood taken over a few days and it was all bad news.

Last sat(6th) i had to have a d and c to remove my precious baby and was so very sad.

After it was done the pain was ok but worsened over a few days and i ended up back in hospital for 4 days.There was a problem with a large retained clot and i got very sick with a vomiting virus.

I am now dealing with all that has happened,but find that i get so upset for no reason.

I hadnt told many people that i was pregnant(only 2) so how do i share my loss with people who didnt share my joy??????


I hope you all have super happy and healthy babies and am very sad that i wont be joining you.

I dont know if it is ok to put this here,but needed to put something somewhere.


xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Jody

[Ashleigh<3]

:hugs: I'm so sorry to hear :(
You're so strong though, if you ever need to talk feel free to PM me!
Lots of support here on the hub!:hugs:

[damien's mum]

:hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: If i could add more i would!

I'm really really sorry to hear that you are going thru so much pain at the moment, and i don't have the words to take it away... But i am thinking of you.. and praying your angel is with you..

[mykidzmylife]

Thanks Ashleigh<3
I am trying to be strong,but find it hard sometimes.
This is a great place,but hard to type through a million tears!!!!!!!

[Jeremy's mum]

Oh Jody I just want to reach across and give you a huge hug. I am a new mum myself with my first. J's 2mth old and I'm new to the hub. I think the hub will definitely help you through this time in need. If not perhaps maybe you could talk to a councillor if you're not comfortable talking to a close friend or family member. I know myself in the past when I have suffered a tragic lost I actually need a few people to lean on my mum for one my hubbie and girlfriends if I try to deal with it on my own I am an emotional wreck. I really have no idea what to say to help you through this except. I am truly sorry for your loss.:o

[mykidzmylife]

Thanks too Damiens mums

xoxoxoxox

[Jeremy's mum]

Let it all out Jody I find crying is a huge relief. It helps lift a little weight off ur shoulders. xoxoxoxo

[mykidzmylife]

Thanks jeremeys mum.

I do cry a fair bit,thanks for your concern.

[OopsieDaisy]

I am so sorry :hugs:
Cry all you like :crying:

[AngelGirl]

Jody, I'm so sorry to hear of your sad news. I wish there is something I could do. You will find lots of strength and support from all the hubbers. Make sure you also surround yourself with family and friends who can provide a shoulder to lean on. Take care of yourself xxxxxx

[Livy]

I am so sorry for your loss :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: sending lots of wishes to you and your family.:hugs:

[jkate]

Jody, wanted to send some hugs :hugs::hugs:, cry away there are lots of shoulders here to lean on.

[OverTheMoon]

:hugs: to you. So sorry for your loss.

[Kimee]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Rest as much as you can. My heart goes out to you having to go through such a sad experience. :hugs:

[nats]

:hugs: Jody.
I'm gald you've reached out. Everyone here shares your grief. Keep reaching out. :hugs:

[Tingles]

Have been there my friend - know exactly what you were thinking - the same way I react each time I have an u/s...'please find a heartbeat, please find a heartbeat'.

After a d & c they say you have 'good' grounds for pg. Hoping next time round you have your little miracle... because that is what they are...so many processes have to occur...

:hugs:

Thinking of you.