Feel like I am going crazy

[Bigtum2b]

Hi Everyone,

I am 10 dPO and my husband has a hunch that I am pg. We hve been tryng for 12 months. This cycle has been the longest ever - o cd 30 and now the waiting is killing me.

I am not sure if I have symptoms or am just exhausted from a very emotional year. But I just feel that it is the only thing that I can think about. Every single thing that is happening to my body - including stupid stuff, I am asking myself whether it is a symptom or not.

I was nauseous on Monday, with pains in tummy and sore boobs. I have been extremely tired and yawning all of the time. No nipple changes, but they are itchy. Any of these symptoms could mean anything or nothing. I stupidly did a test yesterday, with was:bfn: way too early I think. I don't know why my husband thinks I am pg - wishful thinking I think.

Does anyone have similar feelings or stories, or know ways to help me survive these horrible feelings and thougths. I need some distractions!!!

Thanking you
bigtum2b

[luckymama]

hey there
i am so sorry you are feeling this way, and i totally know what its like, its been 13 months TTC for us, and last cycle we got a BFP, but it ended in a m/c, and every cycle before that i thought i was pregnant everytime, and of course i tested. I convinced myself that every little symptom ment i was pregnant :rolleyes:
TBH i dont really know how i got through it, i am mostly ok, but bubhub has really kept me going, all the ladies here are wonderful, and i can only suggest that maybe you keep a TTC diary to get your feelings out, and keep chatting to all the wonderful ladies here.
I hope that helps :hugs:
K