out of control emotions...

[miss ani]

i had the biggest cry today. :crying: that sort of embarrassing hiccup-y cry.

i just felt so stressed and emotional i would've exploded otherwise. i'm not particularly enjoying my work (in fact i was looking to leave before i received my BFP), i've had so many bills including my tax accountant's bill which was bigger than expected, we have just found out DP's work has not been paying his superannuation for the last 2 years (although this is apparently being fixed up), .... christmas in general (even though i usually love it) and just still feeling a little worried about bleeding again.

i feel so whiney.... but i'm determined not to let this get to me.

has anyone else had any 'moments' lately?

[the_original_duchess]

sweet heart, it's not surprising that you cried, youve had a tough time. id prolly think it was abnormal if you didnt.
to answer you question, ive had a whole heap of teary moments, especially last night watching australian idol.
my husband reckons im heaps worse this time, than when i was preggers with my other two.
i hope that you sort out all of your problems and have a great xmas. :kiss: :hugs:

[WeloveHarriet]

Oh MissAni wait until you have had your bub - I cry at the drop of a hat these days. Hope that your day is getting better.

[doin'mybest]

I get teary really easy too - quite embarrasing sometimes!:o

When i was pregnant last time with DS, DP worked away alot and i used to bawl my eyes out all day everytime he went away. I think my boss and co-workers just got used to the fact that i was gonna be useless on the days DP went away :laughing:

[miss ani]

thank you for the words of reassurance, guys. :hugs: much appreciated!!

doin'mybest - i couldn't imagine being without DP for days at a time... i'd be bawling! he's such a comfort - even though he calls me 'tubby', heheh (although he claims i'm just 'bubby tubby'). :D

[OopsieDaisy]

I seem to be feeling better but tend to cry easily when watching sad things on TV!

[miss ani]

i cry at the tv too.... usually when there are animal ads!?

[janie]

Hi Guys,
Miss Ani, i didn't like my job either and my DH was trying to get me to quit a few days even before our BFP as i was on my feet all day, i had an evil boss who wouldn't understand pregnancy even if she was ever lucky enough to get pregnant, and they were constantly asking us to come in early and stay late (without pay too). i finally did 2 weeks ago and i feel 100 % better

(if not a little concerned about money). I do nails at home though so i have a small income coming in each week. Now i have time to rest and its been awsome. even feel a little guilty!!!!!!

But emotionally speaking i did have 2 bad days on the weekend. lack of sleep from peeing every hour every night :gloomy: and a couple of "communication" issues with DH got me crying. my dad phoned and said hi how are you and i burst into tears on him!! i was surprised at the appearance of the crying beast as since i stopped working and being stressed and tired up to my eyeballs ive been really stable:)

In hindsight that first trimester was extremely hard.

also, when i get tired now i feel like im not supposed to because they say in your second trimester your supposed to have lots of energy and great moods??

Miss Ani, i hope things look up for you soon. those tax issues can be really terrible cant they.

hows everybody else feeling?

[miss ani]

aww janie... i hope the cry helped you!!

i'm feeling a little brighter now, thankfully. i have pretty much decided it will be unlikely that i return to my current employer at the end of my maternity leave. i can stick it out until mid april when i leave, though.

[Becteria]

Sorry for dropping in - im due in april and have had the worst cry today i am an absolute wreck! so bad i actually askd for help which is very unlike me. 2 boxes of tissues later.

[marlie]

Hi Miss Ani (and everyone else!)!

Glad to hear that others are being teary as well - I have been away with work for a few weeks OS and watched Briget Jone's Diary (the second one) in my hotel room and absolutely HOWLED!!!!!!

IT WASN'T EVEN SAD!!!!! :o

It was that kind of sobby, out of control crying, and I just kept saying "I just want to go home". Felt better after (sort of, except my teeth get sore when I cry like that!), but glad I was by myself because I was a bit embarrassed! Nothing like an out-of-control moment every now and then....

[charlis_mum]

And it is getting worse too as i get further along! I had a bit of a cry today as i am meant to be replacing someone when they go on leave in Jan/feb. but as i have been sick, they thought it better to split the job, so it is not so hard for me to do, and won't put any unnecessary pressure on me. Which is really sweet - i have been off heaps being sick. But when i finished discussing it with them, i just got so upset that they didn't trust me anymore to do a good job. silly really - but i just couldn't help it. :D

[OopsieDaisy]

i cry at the tv too.... usually when there are animal ads!?

Oh yes that one with the polar bears etc and the sad sad music :crying:

[Mummys Boys]

At least I know I'm not going crazy now :) With my first pergnancy I was fine happy as can be. It wasnt and easy one either but this time round it seems I can find almost anything stressfull or upsetting. At first I thought it was the bad morning sickness dragging me down ( I've already had 2 IV's because of not keeping food or water down) but thank god after nearly 10 weeks of hell thats over. Strangely enough I had a good old cry today for no real good reason. Didnt help that hubby was there and must think I'm going crazy or something :o oh well just 25 weeks to go then it will be the sleepless night thread.

[miss ani]

had a cry at work on friday.... it was a pretty full-on, stressful sort of day. i was dealing with almost triple my usual workload.... and i just felt i couldn't cope! when i took my coffee break i rang DP and bawled down the phone to him!!

today i cried looking at our poor, parched garden due to the evil hot weather we've had!

[doin'mybest]

:hugs: Miss Ani I know it's hard but try not to stress too much

I had an angry day on Saturday. Everything anyone did just made me grumpy. Poor DH couldn't do anything right :gloomy: It didn't help that we were babysitting my 5yo nephew and we were stuck inside cos of the heat. And he is a full on kid - demands attention 24/7 :banghead:

Wednesday I thought i was going really well. I was on top of the world feeling better than i have for ages. I guess Saturday must have been the crash coming down off Wednesday's high:laughing:

[miss ani]

i think i might have to talk to work about reducing some of my workload after xmas & new year.