QTB
14-11-2006, 09:27
im studying at the moment, just a 2 day a week cert 2 course... it ends in 2 weeks...
my tutor has said that my assignments and practical work are the best she has ever seen and said that she could get me an apprentiship at top workplace if i wanted it. i only did the course in the first place to help my little sister out (shes 15 and very shy) and thought i would hate it! but im loving it...
the problem is, im not tiny (sz 18) and the area that im loving is a 'tiny girls' profession, i dont want to go into the workplace (which as i said above is a TOP workplace in the field) for an interview and be knocked back for being bigger than most!
we also are ttc #2 and would have to put that on hold for 4 years... and i dont want that bigger gap between babies!
aghhh help please... what do i do!
my tutor has said that my assignments and practical work are the best she has ever seen and said that she could get me an apprentiship at top workplace if i wanted it. i only did the course in the first place to help my little sister out (shes 15 and very shy) and thought i would hate it! but im loving it...
the problem is, im not tiny (sz 18) and the area that im loving is a 'tiny girls' profession, i dont want to go into the workplace (which as i said above is a TOP workplace in the field) for an interview and be knocked back for being bigger than most!
we also are ttc #2 and would have to put that on hold for 4 years... and i dont want that bigger gap between babies!
aghhh help please... what do i do!