boogernsqueak
29-10-2006, 23:42
someone please save me i'm going to snap!!!!
first the dramas with my bro and his missus, now this lot starts down here.
ok so i'm visiting my mum and sister in nsw at the moment, and it has all nearly come to blows today, over me trying to prevent an argument!!!! unbelievable!!!
i've had my mother get seriously nasty at me because i told her to stop walking off with sophia if we're shopping. i will turn my back for 1 second to look at something and she just takes off with her and i spend ages looking for them.
she's 4 weeks old and this is my first time so naturally i'm nervous!!!!
the only interest they have shown in her is when other people are around, they play the doting family.
sophia cried yesterday and my sister picked her up, i asked her to not pick her up and to put her back down as i was just about to feed her and it would have gotten her all excited and she wouldn't have gone back to sleep afterwards.
so from that, they have told me i told them not to touch her. and to stay away from her.
then it all got thrown back in my face that i'm just going home to be drunk with my friends.
what the? i live with my grandma!!!! and they just kicked me out!!!!
then she said i hope your daughter never treats you like this. and i thought to myself, you're hardly a poster child for being the responsible mother are you? this coming from a woman who didn't want me around to dob her in for cheating so she sent me away 50 million times and told everyone i was a crazy child!!!
she even tried to make me see a psychiatrist!!!
and now my sister has jumped on the bandwagon, telling me i'm fat, um hello, i just popped out a baby, and i look pretty good for having done so. she's no model herself, fitting into my clothes!!!!
and i'm this and i'm that and blah blah blah.
this coming from a woman who can't find her own man so has to go round being a homewrecker, stealing other womens husbands.
when her daughter was asked who she wanted her mum to marry, she rattled off about 5 different names.
aaarrrggghhhh!!!!
i have only just realised why they are like this with me.
i was told today that i'm the problem of the family. well duh if i'm not getting along with any of them!!!!
i'm the target now. it was my little brother, but they pushed him so far he lost the plot and is now in prison. so he's not around to pick on, so i guess its my turn.
so i've decided to leave. i've been told to get out of the house, yet they won't drive me to the airport. so short of packing my things and walking to the airport with sophia, i'm stuffed aren't i?
this family is driving me crazy and i'm on theverge of putting my mother and my sister through a wall right now.
i am getting out of here as soon as possible but i don't ever want to see them again. ever.i don't want sophia to have to know them either. they are just too messed up.
sorry for the long rant but i'm at the end of my rope.
the sooner i get out of here the better. i know i'm gonna start feeling guilty for keeping my daughter away from them, but i know what they are like and i don't want her getting caught up in this ****.
it oges on every time we see each other and as much as i try to stop the srguments starting, generally because i stick up for myself, they just get worse each time.
i have my own family to think about now. am i doing the right thing?
:crying: :gloomy:
first the dramas with my bro and his missus, now this lot starts down here.
ok so i'm visiting my mum and sister in nsw at the moment, and it has all nearly come to blows today, over me trying to prevent an argument!!!! unbelievable!!!
i've had my mother get seriously nasty at me because i told her to stop walking off with sophia if we're shopping. i will turn my back for 1 second to look at something and she just takes off with her and i spend ages looking for them.
she's 4 weeks old and this is my first time so naturally i'm nervous!!!!
the only interest they have shown in her is when other people are around, they play the doting family.
sophia cried yesterday and my sister picked her up, i asked her to not pick her up and to put her back down as i was just about to feed her and it would have gotten her all excited and she wouldn't have gone back to sleep afterwards.
so from that, they have told me i told them not to touch her. and to stay away from her.
then it all got thrown back in my face that i'm just going home to be drunk with my friends.
what the? i live with my grandma!!!! and they just kicked me out!!!!
then she said i hope your daughter never treats you like this. and i thought to myself, you're hardly a poster child for being the responsible mother are you? this coming from a woman who didn't want me around to dob her in for cheating so she sent me away 50 million times and told everyone i was a crazy child!!!
she even tried to make me see a psychiatrist!!!
and now my sister has jumped on the bandwagon, telling me i'm fat, um hello, i just popped out a baby, and i look pretty good for having done so. she's no model herself, fitting into my clothes!!!!
and i'm this and i'm that and blah blah blah.
this coming from a woman who can't find her own man so has to go round being a homewrecker, stealing other womens husbands.
when her daughter was asked who she wanted her mum to marry, she rattled off about 5 different names.
aaarrrggghhhh!!!!
i have only just realised why they are like this with me.
i was told today that i'm the problem of the family. well duh if i'm not getting along with any of them!!!!
i'm the target now. it was my little brother, but they pushed him so far he lost the plot and is now in prison. so he's not around to pick on, so i guess its my turn.
so i've decided to leave. i've been told to get out of the house, yet they won't drive me to the airport. so short of packing my things and walking to the airport with sophia, i'm stuffed aren't i?
this family is driving me crazy and i'm on theverge of putting my mother and my sister through a wall right now.
i am getting out of here as soon as possible but i don't ever want to see them again. ever.i don't want sophia to have to know them either. they are just too messed up.
sorry for the long rant but i'm at the end of my rope.
the sooner i get out of here the better. i know i'm gonna start feeling guilty for keeping my daughter away from them, but i know what they are like and i don't want her getting caught up in this ****.
it oges on every time we see each other and as much as i try to stop the srguments starting, generally because i stick up for myself, they just get worse each time.
i have my own family to think about now. am i doing the right thing?
:crying: :gloomy: