Little Crow
02-07-2012, 10:33
I wasn't real sure where to put this thread, but i guess the weight gain section is probably the closest.
Mostly this is a chance for me to get this all down in black and white so as to show myself what i'm really dealing with, what i have gone thru and how far i have come. Sort of a journal, but any comments and advice you might have would be most welcome :)
In April 2007 i got pregnant, and physically was in the prime of my life. I was a Pro-level motocross racer and trained everyday. I weighed 56kg, most of which was muscle (i'm only 160cm). I never got sick. I was exceptionally fit and strong. I felt invincible. (crap! I'm crying already...)
I continued with lighter workouts at the gym up until about 20wks when i started getting severe braxtons and was advised to stop until after the birth. That's when things started to take a dive. I rapidly lost weight. I could not eat enough. I always had a tremendous appetite anyway, but still could not eat enough calories to even keep my weight steady. The day after delivery, i weighed just 47kg. Two weeks after that, once the extra fluid had been expelled, all that was left of me was 44kg!
In the 4 years since then, i have struggled to gain enough to get up to a size 8. I have also had another baby which has made things even worse for my body. This time my pelvis fell apart and i was bed-ridden for months and i had to learn to walk again. I desperately want to be fit and strong again. I have made countless attempts at getting my fitness back, but EVERY SINGLE TIME I TRY i get sick! It's like my body is only just barely coping and then adding the extra stress of exercise pushes it over the edge.
I am done having babies. My body cannot cope with it. I now want to focus on getting well, then getting fit. I'm open to trying alternative therapies to get well. Any advice would be greatly appreciated!
Mostly this is a chance for me to get this all down in black and white so as to show myself what i'm really dealing with, what i have gone thru and how far i have come. Sort of a journal, but any comments and advice you might have would be most welcome :)
In April 2007 i got pregnant, and physically was in the prime of my life. I was a Pro-level motocross racer and trained everyday. I weighed 56kg, most of which was muscle (i'm only 160cm). I never got sick. I was exceptionally fit and strong. I felt invincible. (crap! I'm crying already...)
I continued with lighter workouts at the gym up until about 20wks when i started getting severe braxtons and was advised to stop until after the birth. That's when things started to take a dive. I rapidly lost weight. I could not eat enough. I always had a tremendous appetite anyway, but still could not eat enough calories to even keep my weight steady. The day after delivery, i weighed just 47kg. Two weeks after that, once the extra fluid had been expelled, all that was left of me was 44kg!
In the 4 years since then, i have struggled to gain enough to get up to a size 8. I have also had another baby which has made things even worse for my body. This time my pelvis fell apart and i was bed-ridden for months and i had to learn to walk again. I desperately want to be fit and strong again. I have made countless attempts at getting my fitness back, but EVERY SINGLE TIME I TRY i get sick! It's like my body is only just barely coping and then adding the extra stress of exercise pushes it over the edge.
I am done having babies. My body cannot cope with it. I now want to focus on getting well, then getting fit. I'm open to trying alternative therapies to get well. Any advice would be greatly appreciated!