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I found out that our beautiful baby boy had been taken from us last Wednesday at a follow up scan.. I was 21 weeks, and had only heard his perfect little heart beat at the morphology scan exactly a week before..we were sent for another scan due to the possibility of fluid on his brain..it was at this scan they told us that our little angel was no longer with us..
I was admitted to mater mothers hospital in Brisbane the next day and they induced me. I gave birth to my perfect tiny baby at 10:47am Friday 20th January 2012. Cooper Charles...and he was perfect in every single way.
Im now struggling to face each day as we plan his funeral which is this friday the 27th January 2012...
I just want someone to fix it..I want someone to bring back my beautiful little boy..he was our first..and I just want to know why..why our baby..
I wish I could send you all love in the world and bring your bub back. It is so unfair.
Huge hugs xxx
Hugs so sorry for your loss
Shedding a tear for you and you little angel boy :*-( my sincere sympathies to you and your partner. I wish you strength during this incredibly difficult time xxxxxxxx
I wish that I could bring Cooper back for you :hugs:
I have no words, there are no words but I can offer a :hugs:
I'm so sorry for your loss. May Cooper be with the angels :angel:
Thinking of you and your husband, especially on Friday.
I'm so sorry to hear this devastating news. Please look after yourself and your husband. Rest in peace, little Cooper. :hugs:
I'm so upset for you. This is something no mummy should have to go through. You are his mummy and he will wait for you and one day you will have him back. Sending lots of hugs, I wish I could bring him back for you.
:hugs: oh dear hun. just sending you 1000 :hugs: not that it will help. just know we are hear to listen. :hugs:
Cooper will forever be kept safely wrapped in your love. Comfort and peace to you both during this sad time. X
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:hugs::hugs:I'm just so sorry for your devastating loss..I cant imagine what you are going through, No mummy should ever have to go through this. Life can be so unfair. My thoughts go out to you and your partner. Rest in Peace Baby Cooper :hugs::hugs::hugs: I just cant even give you enough hugs xoxo
I'm sorry for your loss I totally understand I lost my little one Raymond James on the 19th and cannot get out of a dark hole! Shattered!!!!
My baby's funeral is tomorrow :( I don't want to say goodbye
:hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: You will be in my thoughts tomorrow. Rest in Peace Baby Cooper :hugs: :hugs:
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:( hugs... Rip beautiful cooper xx
I'm so sorry for your loss xx hugs
Sending many hugs :( :hugs::hugs:hugs: I can't imagine such devastation. Rest in peace darling boy
I'm so sorry for your loss and I cannot imagine the pain you are feeling. Rest in peace little bubba. He will always be with you, every day in your heart! Thinking of you today. Hugs!!
I'm so sorry for your loss. Life can be so unfair.
Good luck today, I hope the day goes as well as it possibly can. Buy a special teddy to treasure with your memories.
Huge hugs xx
Mummy & Daddy - expanding our family! Our little man born April 2011 and now expecting another munchkin in August 2012! Loving it!!!!! :D
I am so sorry for your loss and what you are going through. I will be thinking of you today. I am sorry you have to say goodbye to your baby :(.:hugs:
Thinking of you, I hope you have a strong support system around you especially today and the days to come xoxo
:hugs::hugs: Thinking of you today
My thoughts are with you :hugs:
My thoughts are with you today!
There aren't really any words that can make it any easier but I found this beautiful poem last January when my sister lost her twin girls.
I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today
I asked, "What makes a Mother?"
And I know I heard him say
A Mother has a baby
This we know is true
But, God, can you be a mother
When your baby's not with you?
Yes, you can he replied
With confidence in his voice
I give many women babies
When they leave it is not their choice
Some I send for a lifetime
And others for the day
And some I send to feel your womb
But there's no need to stay.
I just don't understand this God
I want my baby here
He took a breath
and cleared his throat
And then I saw a tear
I wish I could show you
What your child is doing Here
If you could see your child smile
With other children and say
"We go to earth to learn our lessons
of love and life and fear,
but My mommy loved me so much
I got to come straight here!"
I feel so lucky to have a Mom who
had so much love for me
I learned my lessons very quickly
My Mommy set me free.
I miss my Mommy oh so much
But I visit her each day
When she goes to sleep
On her pillow is where I lay
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek
And whisper in her ear
"Mommy, Please don't be sad today
I'm your baby and I am here"
So you see my dear sweet one
Your children are okay
Your babies are here in My home
And this is where they'll stay
They'll wait for you with Me
Until your lessons there are through
And on the day that you come home
they'll be at the gates waiting for you
So now you see
What makes a Mother
It's the feeling in your heart
It's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family today.
Thinking of you and your family today :hugs:
Hope things go as well as they can today. Life is a big mystery sometimes. You will get through this terrible time :cuddle::cuddle:
Oh hun, I am so so sorry for your loss. Sat here in tears.:(
How are you today hon, I have my little ones funeral tomorrow not sure how I'm going to cope!
Not doing the best..but I guess it will get better with time..will be thinking of you tomorrow, it's a hard thing to go through, I still can't believe we had to say goodbye to our little man.. When did you find out about your angel?
19-1-12 day before your little one it's heart breaking I'm get anxiety attacks if I have to do anything or my other half leaves me to do something coping feels better than grieving I cannot stand all the pain or the lost feeling that there is no sunshine!
I know exactly how you feel! How far along we're you? I don't know what I'm supposed to do without him here..I just keep thinking that I'm still supposed to be pregnant and everything is supposed to be perfect..I think I'm in denial.. I just want him back
Half way!!!! I understand !! I'm numb and today is my first day on my own feeling lost at least the world is not as scary as a couple of days ago and I do seem to be getting better I think I'm not crying as much just battling to keep out of a dark hole it won't win!! I hope!! I keep saying to myself I can Do this I still have my beautiful partner we have each other and we can do IVF again (Raymond will always be in my heart) but I have to try and move on for my own sanity ! If I don't the dark hole will win!!
Half way!!!! I understand !! I'm numb and today is my first day on my own feeling lost at least the world is not as scary as a couple of days ago and I do seem to be getting better I think I'm not crying as much just battling to keep out of a dark hole it won't win!! I hope!! I keep saying to myself I can Do this I still have my beautiful partner we have each other and we can do IVF again (Raymond will always be in my heart) but I have to try and move on for my own sanity ! If I don't the dark hole will win!! !!!
Dear danii and youngandpregnant,
My heart breaks hearing you both lost your little bubba's. I lost my little girl in August at 32 weeks, and I still rub my belly occasionly wishing I could have brought her safely into this world. I constantly feel like I am missing something, and I think that it will be something I will feel for the rest of my life.
I do promise it gets easier with time, but you will always have your moments. Its been 6 months now for me and I can talk about her without bursting into tears each time.
I hope you both have wonderfully supportive family and friends to help you through this time. Sending you both lots of love and hugs :hugs: If you ever need to chat I am always around.
tearing up as i read your post. :-( my sincere condolences xxx
Aww thank you Trish , I'm so sorry about your little one. It's all so unfair.
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