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MilkOnTap
15-09-2006, 14:00
... since I lost my second bub to an ectopic pregnancy. How time has flown! I cant believe it... This time last year I was stressing out because the doctors and obs couldn't find the sac - but my hcG levels were rising like a normal pregnancy. The weekend after next will be the weekend that I was rushed to hospital, and told that the remainder of my tube ruptured, causing internal bleeding and for my baby to make an early trip to Heaven. :(

I've dealt with it well - both my first and second bubs are in Heaven now, and I know that one day I will get to meet them. They are safe - but it still would have been nice to have got to know them on earth first. :yes:

Nevertheless, Grant and I are determined to give them both another brother or sister - who will be staying on earth for a little while first! :hugs:

Just a bit of a vent here really - its a hard time... :o
Cheekychops
15-09-2006, 14:04
:hugs: I can only imagine how hard it must be for you at the moment!!! :hugs:
jennababe
15-09-2006, 14:12
:hugs: for you...

i know how it feels to lose a bub.. not an easy thing.. and something u think of everyday:crying:

your a strong women to talk about it, and share how you are feeling with us..

your time will come soon..and a new little baby will strart growing:fingerscrossed:

hope u have alot of support from ur partner, family and friends when u need it.. especially when some days are harder then others. xx
mumsluv
15-09-2006, 14:17
Hi Ally

:hugs: and :kiss: to you.

I am struggling at bit at the moment too. My bubba, which I lost to ectopic in Jan this year, was due this coming Tues 19/9/06. Hubby won't tlak about and thinks I'm a nutcase for feeling so sad. My best friend is about to have her first baby any day now - she was due 1 day after me.

My prayers to you.

"Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see" Hebrews 11:1.

I have been foolowing your TTC diary and :fingerscrossed: for your successful BFP and pregnancy this time around.

Love, Mumsluv
Cheekychops
15-09-2006, 14:19
Oh Mumsluv :hugs: for you as well!!!
Kayte
15-09-2006, 17:09
Sending my heart out to you ladies !!! :hugs: