I wish it didn't even show up BFP!!!

[MilkOnTap]

Well a day or two ago I was content with the idea that I had just had a missed miscarriage. Now I am sad

I woke up this morning feeling dizzy and nauseous, the same kind of dizziness I had when I had the ectopic. I went straight to the dr who did a urine test right then and there. BFP! So she ordered scans and did blood tests straight away. Did the u/s an hour later for them to find a big fat NOTHING in my uterus and my tubes. Nothing at all And just now I have seen her with the results of my blood test. Early pregnancy apparantly

In between all this my fiance (whose in the navy) was told that he has to go away for 3 months on Tuesday!!! And THEN flight centre called me saying that my flights that I had booked for this weekend aren't confirmed!

I am just sick of everything right now and I really just need to cry... :(

[min]

You poor thing, Ally! What did your doctor make of all that? It sounds like lots of conflicting evidence - do you have any answers??

Min

[MilkOnTap]

No answers yet - I am going in for more bloods on Friday and then depending on whether the hcg levels have gone up or down will tell us what to do next.

The u's didn't show anything though - could it be too early? If I am I would be 5 weeks, and last time when I had the ectopic nothing showed on u'sounds til 6 1/2 weeks. Could it be possible that there is something there but they couldn't see it yet? I am trying to be optimistic that maybe there is a bubby in there - I just dont see how...

Sorry to be so down... Its good being able to let loose in here...

[cosmic]

Ally, you have been on such a roller coaster! How confusing for you. :(

I had a scan when I was exactly 5 weeks and while foetus was too small to see (less than 1mm), there was a definite sac and an obvious black oval shape (whatever that is?) that was the home for the sac.

Everyone is different of course. Good luck with your blood test on Friday. I know it can seem like everything is going wrong - just look after yourself, only do what you absolutely need to do and spend some time with your fiance before he goes away. Things will be ok.

[maybe1more]

Alley darling, im so sorry your going thought all this, its so unfair. You must have to pregnancy hormone still in your body, but wheather it goes up or down no body know, how confusing :confused: .My loss has been 5 week now and i still have the pregnancy hormone in my body and it sux, as i still have pregancy symptom, its so hard to feel pregnant and not be. Hang in there and like Cosmic said just try and spend as much time with your man as you can before he goes away. I hope you get your holiday sorted out too, as you really need to relax.

[madvoice]

If your hormones are rising then there is definitely a chance. You could've ovulated late in your cycle and its only JUST happened. Though I don't really want to get your hopes right up. I wish I could be more supportive as I've never been down the road you're on. Please keep us updated ((((hugs))))

[MilkOnTap]

Hey guys - well I go in tomorrow morning to get my bloods tested - will know tomorrow night or midday saturday what the verdict is...

I'm not optimistic though - since they didn't see anything in my uterus or tubes :(


Lots of sticky baby dust to all


Cheers,
Ally

[madvoice]

Well, my fingers are crossed for you and I'm wishing you all the luck I can. Please keep us updated ((((hugs))))

[ellymayone]

I am sorry that you m/c!! Just go ahead and have a good cry that is the only way
you will be feeling better.

[StormAngel]

Ally - good luck with the blood test

[jaydensmum]

Hi I just read your post and Im so sorry you have had to go through so much. I hope all goes well with your tests and keep us posted with the news.
Lots of luck.

Jayden'smum. :)