lovelymum
22-11-2010, 20:39
I just need to vent, I need to say what I am feeling right now. Today I had my 6 week check up after my laporoscopy, for some reason I seem to remember my gyno saying all was well when I was in recovery (more than likely the drugs dulled it all down). But today confirmed my worst fears, I need a hysterectomy and **** I am only 35 and its just not fair :crying:. I so desperatly want another child but our window is closing fast, my gyno is saying if it has not happened within 6 months our chances are not good as the endo will be growing back. As far as endo goes I have reached the end of the line, its now growing inside my uterus which is really really bad, my gyno said my uterus is in pretty bad shape its angry and inflamed. He has done his best and cleaned it all up if I get pregnant there is no risk to bub at all although the risk of misscarriage increases slightly (early m/c). I am so so sad, please santa all I want for christmas is a BFP please, please, please. I need this baby so I can move forward and accept having a hysterectomy, I just dont know if I can go through the rest of my life with the regret of not having the 3rd child I so desperatly wanted. Sorry about my long winded rant, I just need to get it off my chest - thanks for listening :(