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2girls&1angelboy
01-11-2010, 21:48
My lil bubba boy Kane,
You are our one and only lil' man Always & Forever, there has been many tears wishing you were still here but I know you are somewhere around us love you so much.
I wish the amount of tears we have shed would bring to back to carry you around inside me.
I feel I have let you down so badly I am still wondering what I could of done to keep you here with us.
Today has been so hard with your precious food you are suppose to have knowing that its there but you are not here to have.
Looking into your bassinet beside mummy & daddy's bed is heartbreaking knowing you were suppose to be sleeping there soon.
I wish I could hear you cry, I wish I could change your dirty nappies and wipe the vomit of our shoulders.
Seeing you roll walk & crawl i will never see.
There was so much I wanted to do with you in this world. Your two sisters would of doted on you and taken you to show the world.
I love you so much lil man im always thinking about you and i will never ever stop so much i could say so many tears are slowing i cannot see.
We love you always Kane xxx

ComeBackKid
01-11-2010, 21:52
hugs sweetie.

This post brought tears to my eyes. I can't even imagine what you are going through right now.

R.I.P little Kane

Love is all you need
01-11-2010, 21:54
:angel:RIP little Angel Kane :angel:

The post brought a tear to my eye too, I cannot give you enough of these and wish to give a million more :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

bunkx
01-11-2010, 21:55
:hugs::hugs:

im so sorry for your loss

RIP Kane

Myztiks#1Fan
01-11-2010, 21:56
:hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

fly high kane

2girls&1angelboy
02-11-2010, 09:29
Handing your birth certificate in today was so hard then the other forms were so much harder, feels like a piece of you has been taken away from me.
Its going to be so much harder to in about an hours time when we have to organsie a beautiful day for you, I dont want it to be a sad gloomy day as much as it is most of the time, I love you and want it to be a beautiful day
I love you so much Kane we all do xxx

~Temet Nosce~
02-11-2010, 09:38
:( I'm so sorry.

2girls&1angelboy
02-11-2010, 16:57
Things have started to be organised, ur service is on Friday at 1pm tomorrow ur daddy and I are comming to visit you and hold you.
Daddy is finding things very hard as is mummy, daddy is looking forward to seeing and holding you as he hasnt yet.
Mummy & Daddy will be realeasing a dove just for you, and everyone else a balloon all for you our lil man.
We have put all our noitces in the paper took us awile as we had no idea what to say as we just want you back here with us, we are never going to say goodbye as we are always here for you and want you to know that
Our little thing for the paper for you


Our precious baby angel
Our shining star above
You came into our world
And filled our hearts with love

Your perfect little face
Your long hands and toes
The love we feel for you
No one really knows

Never will we forget you
You're forever in our hearts
So spread your beautiful angel wings
And fly away to a new start

We wish you could be back with us wriggling and kicking me about in my tummy, i still think i can feel you there.
Thinking of you always lil man xxx

Mischief
02-11-2010, 17:13
Im so sorry T. I cant imagine the pain you and your partner are going though, or your other children, the confusion they must be feeling.

Im sending you all my thoughts and healing wishes, and hope that each day gets a little easier for you.

RIP Little Kane. :(

PurpleStars
02-11-2010, 17:17
I've never met you but I am crying for you. I am so sorry for your loss.

Travdan
02-11-2010, 17:19
I'm so sorry T. Kane was a little miracle bubba, who was loved and who enriched lives even before he was born. Im so sorry for your loss. Thinking of you, take care.

TurnedBatty
02-11-2010, 17:21
:hugs: I am so sorry

DanceInTheRain
02-11-2010, 17:32
Huge, huge hugs. My heart breaks reading your posts. I'm so sorry for the loss of little Kane.

Min1111
02-11-2010, 19:39
So sad for your loss.
I am crying right along with you. I wish our tears could bring our much loved babies back.

Grinnyswife
02-11-2010, 19:43
So so sad for your heartbreaking loss:( I wish I could wave a wand and bring him back to you. Xx

1CrazyMoose
02-11-2010, 19:48
Just want to say I am so so deeply sorry for your loss. How difficult this time must be for you, your husband and your girls. Thinking of you here. :hugs::hugs:

RIP to a beautiful :angel: boy Kane.

soexcited
02-11-2010, 19:54
Huge hugs

:hugs::hugs::hugs:

2girls&1angelboy
03-11-2010, 06:40
two hours lil man and we are coming to see you our perfect lil face, ur lil button nose.
I hate knowing its going to be the last time im going to see you and hold you. I will never ever forget it. You are our lil angel our 'lil man' you will always be. I just want you back life is never going to be the same without you around, but I know you will be surrounding us.
Your big sister was talking about your lil bed last night, which made me want you to be sleeping in there more and more.
we will be there soon 'lil man' we love you always xxx

A's Mummy
03-11-2010, 14:03
:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs: :hugs::hugs:

Raising Leprechauns
03-11-2010, 14:06
:hugs: I am so sorry for your loss.

trishalishous
03-11-2010, 14:32
:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::h ugs: times 1million!
Such a gorgeous little man.
fly free angel:angel:

2girls&1angelboy
03-11-2010, 17:40
A photo i will treasure forever
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=494871&l=d3a67d32c6&id=100000573234574

ICanDream
03-11-2010, 18:48
I am so sorry for your loss, it is heartbreaking reading your posts, I wish you all the strength in the world to help you through such a tragic time in your lives. R.I.P Kane xx

Frenchy
03-11-2010, 19:10
That is the most beautiful and heartbreaking moment I have ever seen captured. Precious :hugs:

2girls&1angelboy
04-11-2010, 18:48
My lil' man, Im not looking forward to it at all, but we will do it for you sweetie.
Today I should of been 23weeks pregnant with you, 1 week tomorrow you flew up to be an Angel. I wish you were still growing inside of me.
Doing up your service book yesterday and planing for your day was so hard. Picking songs for you, we are very lucky to have such a wonderful lady who is taking care of you.
This would have to be the hardest thing I would of had to go thru, we will never forget you how could we, you are our beautiful lil man you are our Son another member of our family.
Today has been such a long day and I think tomorrow will be one of the longest days we wont be saying goodbye but see you later, as you are never going away from us, even if you wanted to.
I love you so much
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=496477&l=fa82ab72ac&id=100000573234574

Boobycino
04-11-2010, 18:57
:hugs:

luvmysweeties
04-11-2010, 19:34
I'm so sorry :hugs:

What precious photos you have of Kane...your little man...your sweet angel :angel:

I wish you all the strength in the world for tomorrow. I don't know you, but my thoughts are with you :hugs:

2girls&1angelboy
05-11-2010, 19:18
Kane our lil' man, I couldn't be happier with how today went as much as i would rather have you here instead of there, wishing the amount of tears that were shed would bring you back, but at least we know you are safe & sound playing with all the other Angel babies, we love you so much and you are always in our thoughts no matter what. For a lil man who never got to meet anyone you sure are a loved lil' man. xxx
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=22049&id=100000573234574&l=ffde449ed2

headoverfeet
05-11-2010, 19:37
So much love to you at this painful time :hugs:

Words can't express my feelings, tears free-flowing for you, your family and your little boy.

May he rest in peace :kiss:

DQ
05-11-2010, 19:49
Thank you so much for sharing your beautiful photos with us. :cloud9:

Much love to you and your family in the truly difficult and emotional time :hugs:

A's Mummy
05-11-2010, 21:25
:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs: sending you and your family so much love :hugs::hugs::hugs:

PA80
05-11-2010, 21:35
:hugs: So sorry that you are walking this road.....your lil man knows his mummy & daddy & siblings love him dearly.
Glad today went ok, I know from experience organising such an event when expecting to be organising welcoming your sweet man home is such a difficult task.
I just want to give you a big hug, from another mum of another sweet boy who took the express train to heaven this year.

This is a hard road to travel, please know that if you ever want to chat to someone who knows exactly how it feels, I am here for you, and more than willing to talk about it, and talk about my sweet lil man.
PM if you want my email / ph#

:hugs: Little Kane & little Austin, and many other sweet, perfect angel babies are now playing together in heaven, until we get there to hold them tight again.
xo

2girls&1angelboy
06-11-2010, 21:40
Kane, I wish i could take your place there must of been something i could of done so you did not have to go through this its not fair you didnt even get a chance to live your life to play with your sisters.
I love you so much i wish you never had to go through this lil' man
Im so so sorry :(

ComeBackKid
06-11-2010, 21:43
Oh sweetheart, my heart just breaks for you :crying:

:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs: