My best friend died this morning...

[jaesmummy]

Her name was Jacqui. We have been friends for twenty years. We had our first children a few months apart and spent nearly every day together, going to playgroups and markets, shopping and just being together like friends do. When she had her second baby, I held her hand and wept for joy as he entered the world and when I had my daughter she did the same for me. She is godmother to my children as I am to hers. We have shared our whole lives and never could I have another friend so dear and special. There was no warning, she was here yesterday. She fell ill and it turned out that her appendix was septic, poisoning her system. They operated twice. But everything went wrong - and now she's gone. I held her hand just like I did when her son was born, but this time saying goodbye. This time with tears of pain and heartache instead of joy. We surrounded her with love. Her poor kids. Her husband. I don't know what to say or how I should feel - I'm just sad, and angry and I wish I could have her back. No actually, to tell you the truth, I'm ****ed as hell - I feel like ripping things apart or punching someone. I feel like screaming. I'm angry at the hospital for not saving her, and I'm angry at God for taking her.

Good bye my sister, my soul, my friend. You are mummy to our angel babies now. And I will love and watch out for your babies here on earth, I swear that to you. In my heart and in my dreams Jac. I was blessed to have you in my life. Leanne

[Travdan]

I'm so so sorry. I really am.

My thoughts are with you and her family. Be kind to yourself and allow yourself to grieve however you need to.

[Mischief]

RIP Jacqui.

:crying:

I am so sorry for the loss of your best friend. I am so sorry to her husband and children for the loss of their lover, mother, and friend.

All my thoughts are with you all. :hugs:

[leajones22]

:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:
I just had to give you some of these

[WorkingClassMum]

my deepest sympathy and for her family too
:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::h ugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:

[Lincolns mummy]

Im so so so sorry for your loss. Nothing can take away the pain you are feeling.
I too lost my best friend 3 years ago in a car accident along with her husband and it was one of the hardest things i have ever had to deal with.
All i can say is go with what you are feeling. If you want to punch something, punch it, if you want to scream, scream. Try not to bottle it up. It will end up coming out in the wrong way.
Sending you love, comfort and hugs.
If you ever need to talk pm me. xoxo

[MissWinter]

I'm so so sorry Leanne... I'm in tears for you and your friend, and her family...

Rest in peace... :(

[Love is all you need]

I am so sorry for your loss (and for her families loss) :crying:

RIP Jacqui :angel:

Cannot give you enough of these hun

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[sarajeff17]

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im so sorry hun Big hugs

[Ra Ra Superstar]

im so very sorry. I have tears how sad

:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:

[truckette]

OMG. My heart is breaking for you and her family. You do whatever it is you need to do. If you need to get angry and scream then do it. If you need to hit something then do it (just make sure that is soft so you don't hurt yourself). Don't bottle up your feelings, let them out.
My heart and thoughts are with you all.

:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:

[hunnybunny]

I am so sorry for your loss :hugs:

Your post was a beautiful tribute to her.

[JNW]

That is so horrible Leanne! Im not surprised you are angry and sad and everything else. What a tragedy! So tragic for her husband, children and the rest of her family. I hope they are all ok. Im sure they will be ok in time with you keeping your eye over them.

It just makes me think to value the friends and family I have in MY life now as you just never know what will happen.

It sounds like the world is a far worse place now that she isnt in it. Very very sad, and I will be thinking of you!

Take care of yourself too.

xxoo

[trishalishous]

:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:
I'm so sorry! RIP Jacqui!
there's no way you 'should' feel, however you need to grieve is the 'right' way

[bubbasmum]

:hugs:

[waterlily]

I am so sorry.

:hugs:
you sound like an amazing friend just what her family needs right now.

[2made3]

How unbelievably terrible :no:

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Our thoughts are with you xx

[Purplebird]

I'm so, so sorry. My sympathies to you and her family. Life is so cruel sometimes. :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

[ComeBackKid]

How awful :(

My deepest sympathies to you and Jacqui's family.

Take care, lovely.

:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:

[Amara]

I am so sorry for the loss of your friend so suddenly. Hugs.

[Pinkzy]

I am so very sorry for your loss :(:hugs:

[~Temet Nosce~]

:hugs::hugs: life just isn't fair sometimes.

[SquishyWishy]

I'm so sorry for your loss.

:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:

[Jensha]

:hugs: I'm so sorry xx

[FunKy~Mummy]

I am so sorry for your loss. Your lovely friend will look down on you from heaven and she knows that she has a woman in her childrens lives that will love them as she does.
My thoughts and prayers are with your friends family:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:

[Harlequin]

I'm so sorry. :(

[Von Zipper]

:hugs:So sorry to hear, thinking of you and her family

[veve]

oh hon .. it just seems SO unfair when people are taken from us ... no warning .. no reason ... its just not fair .. :(

take time to take care of yourself ... and of her kids .. i'm sure that you will be a shoulder and a rock to them ... :hugs:

I'm sure she will continue to watch over you all .. :hugs:

[MummaFug]

:hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

I am so sorry

[jess_live_die]

im so sorry for ur loss :hugs:

[mummaof4]

im so sorry :(
that poor woman :( taken way too soon :(

[Bubs'n'Roses]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Her family and yours will be in my thoughts. :hugs::hugs::hugs:

[Myztik]

I am so sorry :hugs::hugs:

[3boysnpregnant]

Hugs to you and her family and her poor children!

My thoughts are with all of you.

[Bellini]

I'm so very sorry. I can't begin to imagine your pain. Many, many hugs sweetheart

:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:

[TurnedBatty]

:hugs: I'm sorry

[Roopee]

I'm so sorry this happened. How awful for you all.
:hugs::hugs:

[peanutbutter&jelly]

I'm so, so sorry Leanne :( :hugs:

RIP Jacqui

[Just Add Water]

:hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

I am so sorry for your loss. No doubt she will watch over you all and feel blessed that she has a friend like you on earth to help take care of things now she's gone.

[Guest]

I'm so very sorry:hugs::hugs: This is heartbreaking. Thinking of you all:(

[Danann]

That's just heart breaking, I'm so sorry for you and all that loved her.:hugs:

[3blue&1pink]

I am so very sorry :hugs:

RIP Jacqui

[Bubmum]

:hugs:How awful...the words you wrote about her were so beautiful. She must have been the most amazing friend on Earth. I am so sorry that she is gone.

[Missywants1more]

:crying:... I am so sorry for your loss. Friendships like that are very hard to find these days. My heart goes out to you and her family :hugs: :hugs:

[Hooves]

:hugs::hugs::hugs:

[anewme]

:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:

[MsTruth]

So tragic :-(

I am so sorry for your loss

[munchie]

:crying: I havetears in my eyes. Im so sorry for your loss:hugs::hugs::hugs:

[ElizaDoLittle]

:gloomy: That is just so sad. It sounds both of you were beyond blessed to have each other.

RIP Jacqui

:hugs::kiss::hugs::kiss:

[LilMrsC]

I am so sorry for the loss of your friend.

May she rest in peace.:hugs:

[gizmoduckus]

:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:

[Lateralus]

I am so sorry for you loss hun. I pray you are surrounded by comforting people at this terrible time :(

[kimbo]

I am so so sorry for the loss of your friend, that is just absolutely heartbreaking.
Huge :hugs: to you and your family and hers also.

:hugs::hugs::hugs:

[Ruby Slippers]

:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:

[GabberQueeN83]

I just don't know what to say.... :hugs::hugs:

[Chicky Pea]

:hugs: :hugs: :hugs:I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. I can't imagine how you are feeling right now. :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

[perth1sttimemum]

I am so sorry for your loss and for her family!

All the :hugs: in the world to you!

[heeeeerekittykitty]

Oh my goodness . Hugs and kisses to you , oh my god I am so sorry . and I am praying for you all especially her kids and husband .

My heart sunk when I read your story . My mum died of this very thing at age 30 :-( here one day we were all on a holiday, gone the next few days no amount of operating could save her.

I am so so sorry for your loss I am crying as I type this . Xo( formerly kittykristy, changed my username)

[sweetsugardumplin']

Heartbreaking, I am so sorry for your and Jacqui's family's loss :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

[Tenyrmiracle]

My thoughts and sympathy go out to you and her family. I think it's lovely that you will be there to help support her children. :hugs:

[IndigoJ]

:hugs: Im so sorry for your loss. RIP Jacqui.

[flicker]

I am so very sorry for your loss. There is nothing i can say to make you feel better, I wish there was.
it sounds like you were truely blessed to have such a beautiful and wonderful friendship. I am so sorry it was cut so short. Many people will go through life never finding such friendship. I know you will always hold her close to your heart. I am sure you are angry and shocked and morning to your very core. Take care and I hope that you have a loving family around to help you and hold your empty hand.
:hugs:

[MsMummy]

I'm sorry for your loss.:hugs:

[Shellfish]

:hugs:I am so sorry for your loss. Wishing you very happy memories

[HowCrazyCool]

I'm sorry for your loss.:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:




~~~RIP Jacqui:angel:~~~

[Faithy]

What a beautiful and special friendship you had.

And what a sad, lovely, touching post.

I can't imagine losing my bestie.

Take care hun and RIP Jacqui xoxo

[madreader]

I am so sorry for your loss.:hugs:

[Mrs Awesome]

I am so very sorry for your loss. :-(
(((((hugs)))))

[FutureMummy]

I am so sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you as well as her husband and children.
Absolutely Heartbreaking :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

[Littlemiss01]

I am so sorry for your loss it made me cry not just becuase it was horribe tragity but becuase That could have happend to me 2 months ago as my apendix did the same and i sat hospital while the docs did nothing for 3 days until they did the surgery.i dont think Auatralia knows how dangerous it is.RIP Jacqui.She will be watching over you and her family.xxx

[BeautifulBoys]

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[SimplyMum]

:crying: Take care of those angel babies. :hugs: