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TallisLanesMummy
16-04-2010, 10:45
i'm not sure if i want to have more kids or not, DF is dead against it, but i'm not sure if i'm finished or not...

DF is 48 and has 3 biological kids and my DS#1 is classed as his kid cuz we been together since he was 12 days old

I'm only 28 and i always wanted at least 4 kids of my own! but after having DS #2 i started thinking about it as it was a very uncomfortable pregnancy as Lane was pressing on my back quite abit and i didn't handle it very well at all... do i want more or not... i love kids and still want more but i'm not sure my body would handle another pregnancy....

I had my first Depo needle the other week and in a way i'm hoping that it wont work and i fall pregnant on it (DF won't have sex without some form or protection these days cuz he doesn't want another "accident"), i wouldn't ever do anything to deliberately do anything to fall pregnant but i feel that if it is meant to happen it will happen...

Does this make sense to anyone??