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CrazySingleMama84
20-02-2010, 22:10
Grrrrr.

Need to vent about my stupid ex.

I am having one of those days where I wish I had NEVER told him the baby I was expecting was his. That I'd waited an extra week or two, then said I was pregnant, then lied and said it was someone elses. (he would have believed me).

HE ANNOYS ME SO MUCH!!! Some days I swear I want to punch him. If I wouldn't get in a buttload of trouble, my fist and his face would meet so fast :p

I've gone from loving him and fighting heaven and earth for him, to hating him and fighting heaven and earth to have him as far out of my life as humanly possible.

What a waste of three years. What a shame I've put my almost 5yr old DS through this. Thankgod I have my beautiful daughter to make up for all the b/s I've had to go through with this moron.

GRRRRRRRRRRR.

Edited to note: I would never deny a father his right to his child (hence, why I went the stupidly honest route and told him the baby was his) but my DS' father is a dead-beat and not involved, and not having to clear everything I do with someone and not having to deal with total rubbish all the time is so much easier than what I go through with DD and her father.

Teley
22-02-2010, 12:39
I hear you and I understand what you're saying:hugs::hugs::hugs:

Sapphires
22-02-2010, 12:50
Im hearing you!! I know this mightnt help much and might be really annoying though im saying it with good intentions, to try and think about the precious life you made, without him your baby wouldnt exist. This is the one thought that helps when im feeling like you are, but i am sorry you are having a sh!t of a time :hugs: