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I make myself so angry because i'll be content and happy for a week or two and then *WHAM* I'll have a really horrible day where i just feel hopeless, sad, angry, annoyed.. and it'll be so bad i start thinking about every tiny little negative thing and i'll cry for the rest of the day to the point of feeling really ill and out of it..:crying:
I blame myself for being a single mum, i blame myself for my ex leaving me, i blame myself for everything i can think of and it hurts.
I think of all the happy people out there with kids and husbands/partners and it makes me sad and i ask myself why can't that be me..
I've tried so hard the past few weeks to get everything in order for bub but in the end if i can't be perfect for bub in everyway then she shouldn't be with me.
try not to beat your self up, not everything is your fault:hugs:
as for not feeling perfect for bub, I know so many people who never felt they had everything 'ready' or perfect for bubs arrival but they managed when bubba came and are awesome mummies all the same!! :)
I am sorry you have all these negative feelings it must be so hard but there is plenty of supprt out there and also here on bubhub:hugs:
I hope things start to look a little better for you in the very near future though!!
I think being preggie makes things harder to cos you have so many different emotions and different feelings about all these new big changes (I have my share of hairy days too;) )
So sorry you feel like this but you are not alone :hugs:
sending big hugs your way
Big :hugs: to you.
Remember you are doing your best, and try and think positively about what you have done.
In your bubs eyes you ARE perfect!
♥My Innocent Angel♥
ITS NOT YOUR FAULT
if that is all you get from this then that is the most impotant thing
no one is perfect and your baby will love you unconditionally as you will love it
:hugs: i know what your saying sarak7 and i understand how you feel its hard to see other ppl happy and in there family when you arent all i can say is if ya need someone to talk to i am never far away from here and you can pm anytime
i hope you are feeling better by the time you read this again and that you have plenty of support around you you are strong and you can do this on your own as your a survivor and your bubs will always come first
big hugs :hugs: :hugs: :kiss:
:hugs: from wat i have read from your other posts you sound like a great person who will be a great mum! just becoz you dont have a partner doesnt mean bub is worse off! :hugs: :hugs:
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