OMG Bleeding now.

[Baldie's Mum]

So, at about 1am this morning i went to the toilet to find my undies soaked in blood. :( i went straight up to the emergency room and they monitored me until 8am. I went through 3 pads in 6 hours. I was sent for an u/s, but being only 5 weeks and 3 days and i have a retroverted uterus, they saw a sack but no fetal pole. My Hcg levels came back as 12500! There has only been 1 small clot, it was blood, and very little, next to nothing cramping. I am not sure how common bleeding in pregnancy is. Anyone have any hope for me? Xoxo

[Backflip]

Can't help but sending you hugs. :hugs:

Did they say to do a follow up US or BT? What have you been told?:(

[Myztik]

Firstly massive :hugs:

Secondly there are a lot of women on here who have experienced bleeding throughout pregnancy and still gone on to have healthy bubba's :yes: Hopefully one of them will see your post soon and be able to reassure you a bit more.

Are you going back for another scan soon?

So sorry you are going through this Ains :hugs:

[Baldie's Mum]

Follow up b/t is wednesday and u/s is next friday. Any earlier i wont see much. Thanks sweetie. Xoxo

[jaq]

I know nothing about this type of thing, Ains, just pray that everything works out for you :hugs:

[Beckybug]

OMG Ains, I hope little Jimmy is just getting more burrowed in and that's what cased the bleed.

:hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

Stick little Jimmy and don't scare Mummy and Daddy.

[SorenLorensen]

Anyone have any hope for me?
Jyrah


:hugs::hugs::hugs:
keep positive.

[talia11]

Hey Ains - sorry to hear this has happened - it is frightening... have you spoken to your FS? I know when I had bleeding in the early days he pretty much said rest is definitly a must and I had follow-up BT and he did U/s but I didn't have my first one until 7 weeks.


Has it stopped now? Are you on progesterone support? I had alot of bleeding from that but I also had some of my placenta come away which caused some bleeding.

[Baldie's Mum]

Well thats true flick. Thanks everyone.

[moozle]

How scary! I have everything crossed for you!

[Mischief]

Sending you lots of hugs! I hope its all OK! *hugs*

[SammiAnn]

Many :hugs: and lots and LOTS of :babydust2::babydust2::babydust2:.

No more scares please little Jimmy, you are so loved already :goodvibes:.

Good luck Ains.

Sam :babydust2:

[singa06]

:hugs::babydust2::fingerscrossed:

GOOD LUCK AINS...

[Baldie's Mum]

Carmen, i have seen ob, he basically said that it was too early to see anything. I am on progesterone Pesseries. I am couch bound, and bleeding has slowed right down. I have very little cramping, if any. I am so constipated and have taken coloxyl. *Blush*

[TeenyT]

Ains - thinking of you and fingers crossed for you that everything is OK. If anyone deserves a break its you and little Jimmy. :hugs::babydust2:

[gizmoduckus]

:hugs:

I have had bleeding in my last pregnancy and everything turned out okay. There are many reasons why you could bleed and not all of them mean that you will lose the baby.

Just rest up and try to relax as much as you possibly can. Maybe hire a couple of movies to try and get your mind off of it.

:fingerscrossed: Good luck. I have all of my fingers and toes crossed for you.

[sandy cheeks]

:hugs::hugs:
I had bleeding with dd didn't know I was preg till 3 1/2 months as I still had my irr period:confused:.
I was in hospital with a lady who was bleeding (alot) from 18 weeks she had bubs at 35 weeks but she was stuck in hosp the whole time.
I have heard of a few others who had bleeding dr told me it can be common at the start (thats why I may not have picked up on dd)
:babydust2:stick lil jimmy:babydust2:

[BoyCrazy]

Ains- have everything crossed for you! Keep thinking positive thoughts, there are many women on this forum who have had bleeds in their pregnancys. Im sure she wont mind me putting her name up, but Haylie, from our bfp club thread, she now has her gorgeous bubba Layla!

thinking of you and sending lots of sticky vibes!! :hugs: :babydust2:

[CatNoonan]

I had bleeding with my 1st pregnancy at 7 weeks and again for 2wks at 2owks. My baby was fine carried him til 39wks+5.

I was told it could just be 'missed' periods that could have been traped in an airpocket and when bub moved blood came away.

Hope everything is ok for you and Jimmy

Massive Hugs :hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:

[SpotTheOcelot]

Hope everything works out honey.

x

[talia11]

Ains - good to hear it is topping - Hopefuly your BT and US will show all is well.

I had lots of bleeding from the pessaries (bright red and some small clots).

[reAllytee]

Hun I have had bleeding with both boys ... So that solves the gender issues huh ;)

First with Boof it was like I had my period & then once I knew I was pg it was like WTF ?! I then had some spotting on & off over the next few months. They never saw anything via u/s so it was just one of those things apparently ! Either that or Boof enjoyed knowing mummy had to have extra shots due to being a negative blood group :rolleyes:

With G I knew I was pg but nothing was confirmed because as always I dont get a BFP until over 2mths in, only had the :barf: to know what was going on ! My dating u/s which gave me 6-8wks gestation showed that I had a pocket where I was bleeding from but everything was fine with bubs !

So like Master J all was fine ....

Dont be scaring us like that little Jimmy !!!!

:hugs::hugs::hugs:

[Baldie's Mum]

Thanks everyone

[melly75]

I had bleeding with my first boy at 7 weeks. All was fine they told me I just had to rest and if they blood started smelling to go in asap.
I had him at 37 weeks with no problems.

Hopefuly Jimmy is just finding a snuggly spot which has caused this :fingerscrossed:

Looks like its a common boy thing to have bleeding :confused:

:hugs: Ains.

[MothersMilk]

I am another who had a big bleed while pregnant. It started very heavy - as in pouring out of me, bright red. I was sure it was over but bub was still there heart beating away. I was 6 weeks.
I continued to bleed for a few weeks - but it was only heavy for one day and then just a light to medium flow.
I am now 14 weeks and bub is doing well.
Good luck and rest up - i wish you all the best and hope Jimmy is fine. :hugs::hugs::hugs:

[Baldie's Mum]

Thank you all so much. Xoxo

[cobbec]

Ains - sending you lots of :babydust2: Jimmy hang in there.... thinking of you... gets lots of rest...

Bec

[84zsazsa]

Everything possible crossed for you guys!!

I have 2 good friends whom experianced this during their pregnancies & went on to have pretty much full term (1- 38wks when she dropped & the other 2days shy of full), healthy babies!! Just get loads of rest eg DONT MOVE AROUND & keep positive...Its amazing what postive thinking can do chic!!

:babydust2::babydust2::babydust2::babydust2: ...sticky vibes!!

Danni

[KatiesMum]

Stay posative Ains.

:fingerscrossed: crossing everything for you hun

[Baldie's Mum]

Couch bound and Plenty of comedy shows! I am staying positive and remembering that sometimes these things happen. Bleeding through pregnancy is normal. :)

[bAaM]

Sending loads of positive sticky vibes for little Jimmy:babydust2:

I have a girlfriend who still had her "period" while pregnent and quite heavy till 18 weeks when she actually found out she was pregnent.

Stay positive mate rest up and take on all help offered.

Good luck for wednesday. Will pray for high results:fingerscrossed:

[MummasPrinces]

Another one here who had a lot of bleeding for the start of her first two pregnancies, and bled for half her third! It can be just a common thing.

Sending lots of love and loads of sticky baby dust your way! :hugs::hugs::hugs::babydust2::babydust2::babydust2 :

[girly]

Many :hugs: and lots and LOTS of :babydust2::babydust2::babydust2:.

No more scares please little Jimmy, you are so loved already :goodvibes:.

Good luck Ains.

Sam :babydust2:

So so so so true...Please little bubba hold on...I am thinking and praying...

[littleone]

Hi :wave:

I am 5 weeks tomorrow and had a very large bleed with clots for 1.5 days at 4 weeks. I got a BFP with a HPT on the same day and thought I had miscarried again, the doc didn't have high hopes either. I have had 3 HCG levels done and as it turns they have been rising well. I have another blood test on Wed and then a scan on thurs to hopefully see the sac to rule out an ectopic pregnancy.

I understand how stressful it is :hugs:, I really thought it was all over. I still won't let myself believe I'm pregnant. At least your HCG levels are really high, that is a great sign.

Best of luck. Take it easy.

[earthfairy]

Ains....sending you all the positive vibes in the whole world...love, hugs & lots of baby dust for your wee Jimmy....:babydust2::babydust2::babydust2:

Thinking of you sweets
:hugs::hugs:

[Baldie's Mum]

My mild cramps are back. They aren't bad, but they are there. Hummm, just strange.

[ElizaDoLittle]

Cramps could be the coloxyl? Maybe try metamucil, same affect without the cramps to add worry for you ;)

Thinking of you! :hugs:

:babydust2:

[Miss_N]

HUGE :hugs:'s!!!


I have EVERYTHING possible crossed for you too! :yes:

Heres hoping little Jimmy is just trying to find a nice comfy spot in your tummy! Hehe! :D

Thinking of you hun! :goodvibes::babydust2::wizard:

[Nomsie]

:hugs:

I was a bleeder with the boys too- at about the same stage of the pregnancy you are in now (roughly just over 5 weeks) and I was told it wasn't good. But I still felt preggers, and as you know it has all turned out for the best.

I'm sure Jimmy just likes the drama ;)

I'm very confident that you'll be a-ok!! :hugs:

[Baldie's Mum]

I am pretty sure this kid just loves attention. I am confident. I am positive. I am hopefull. I will stay pregnant! Thank you all so much.

[Eloise&Charlie'sMum]

Attention seeker alright but of course he is just taking after his mummy :p...:laughing: !!!!

Hang in there my little Jimmy Bean, Aunty Kristi is way to super keen for kisses and cuddle to even think of saying good bye :hugs:...

Your mummy worked bloody hard to get this far so relax kiddo and enjoy the ride and let mummy do the same :goodvibes:

[Baldie's Mum]

Thanks swallows! Xoxo :)

[Oh So Ready!]

:goodvibes: & :babydust2: for little Jimmy
Stick in there little one

Big Hugs for you Ains :hugs:
I hope it all gets sorted really soon, take care and keep your feet up.:yes:
:babydust2:

[jag5000]

I am another bleeder while preg hun' .. and 2 lovely full term bubbas still popped out! :D

:hugs: .. rest and enjoy crappy daytime TV!!! :p

[Baldie's Mum]

Crap day time tv is right! Bleeding has all but stopped. Going back for another Hcg blood test tomorrow, so here's hoping that my levels are going up and up and up!

[nikki08]

Waiting - good luck for you HCG test tomorrow, hopefully it's all settled now. As for your crap daytime TV I agree, I think some DVD's are in order!

[spoon]

:hugs:


&


Nerni nerni ner ner RE the crapola day time tv :raspberry:

[Tam-I-Am]

I have my everything crossed for you, Ains. Time to break out the credit card for some DVDs worth watching, methinks! :D

[mumbron]

OMG :fingerscrossed: everything turns out alright for you you deserve this baby so much and surly the rollercoster ride has to come to a stop :hugs:

[jaydensmum]

Oh hun im so sorry to hear you're going through this!! :hugs::hugs:How you feeling today hun? Take it easy, put your feet up and rest!! :yes: I just wanted to say that im thinking of you and little Jimmy behave for your mummy!! :D

[WorkingClassMum]

Oh Ains, I have every finger crossed imaginable.:fingerscrossed::babydust2:

This baby is goingto be the most anticipated in history. :yes:

He's gunna have 1000's of godmothers and doting 'Aunts'. :goodvibes::bee:

[earthfairy]

I have my everything crossed for you, Ains. Time to break out the credit card for some DVDs worth watching, methinks! :D


I agree with Tam hun....but id be breaking out the credit card & doing some online shopping :thumbsup: This is what i do when im sick in bed.....

Oh..but do you have a new lap top yet?

Hang in there Jimmy - keep on growing & growing....dont worry he'll be making you sick with morning sickness in no time :laughing:

:hugs:Love & Hugs to you xx

[minibar]

Ains sending you :hugs:and:goodvibes: that everything turns out okay for you and little Jimmy.

[Baldie's Mum]

Thanks everyone. Watched a few movies today including juno! I have Foxtel iq, so i am taping lots of stuff! All of your love and support means so much to both me and josh. I am very lucky to have you all. Xoxo

[SPC]

I couldn't even read this thread til just now. Just kept looking it as it and thinking, no, no, no! :gloomy:

So glad you're hanging on in there. I can highly recommend comedy podcasts for passing the time. I used to lie in the bath listening to the BBC Radio 4 friday night comedy podcast and giggle a lot. Very relaxing.

[Baldie's Mum]

Well results are in. I am going in for a d&c tomorrow morning. :(

[SassyMummy]

Oh Ains, I'm very sorry to hear that.

[earthfairy]

I cant tell you enough how sorry i am & how sad i am for you & josh....

My thoughts are with you Ains :hugs::hugs::hugs:

[BoyCrazy]

Ains, i am so sorry for your loss
nothing i can say will make it better, but just know i am thinking of you, and sending you healing vibes xoxo

[BigRedV]

:hugs:

terrible news :crying: :crying:

[angeleish]

I said this in the other thread - but I am so terribly sorry. This is just terrible. :no: How heart-breaking! You are in my thoughts. :hugs:

[blondekelli]

Oh Ains, no it cant be.

God, I am so terribly sorry. How bloody unfair.

Why!!:hissy::hissy:

Im just devastated for you. xxxx

[Jakois]

No words, just these :hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:.

[Eco Goddess]

I am so so sorry for your loss, it is just not fair:hugs::hugs:

[minibar]

Ains my thoughts are with you, I am so sorry that you are going through this:hugs:

[Tam-I-Am]

Oh Ains :( I'm so sorry. How devastating for you and Josh and your whole family :hugs:

[gizmoduckus]

My heart just dropped into my stomach...
:crying:

I am so extremely sorry for your loss. It is just too heartbreaking to put into words. I hope that the D&C isn't too hard on you tomorrow and just know that we are all here for you.

:hugs::hugs::hugs:

[My2Stars]

Ains, I am so so sorry. :hugs::hugs::hugs:

[HelenHasTwins]

Oh Ains my heart is just breaking for you darl.:hugs:

[LilMrsC]

I am so sorry for your loss. :( I have no words that will make this better but you and your DH are in my thoughts. :hugs:

[MothersMilk]

Oh no :crying:
I am so sorry :hugs::hugs:

[Rockett]

So sorry Ains,thinking of you:hugs::hugs:

[Hollywood]

No no no! Aww, that sucks :(
Big hugs :hugs:

[Backflip]

So sorry Ains XOXO:hugs:

[Areca]

Oh Ains I'm so sorry. :hugs:

[studyingECS]

:(I'm so sorry.:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:

[Cicho]

I don't know what to say except I'm so sorry. :hugs:

[~Temet Nosce~]

:(:banghead::(:hugs::hugs:

[biscotti]

:hugs: I'm so very sorry :hugs::hugs:

[maisymum]

So sorry to hear that Ains :crying: .......Lean on each other through this sad sad time! :hugs: .......Thinking of you both....MM xx

[Oh So Ready!]

Oh Hun, I am so sorry Jimmy was too perfect for this world. :hugs:

[cobbec]

Ains I am so sorry :hugs: Thinking of you and DH

[Baldie's Mum]

Thank you all so much. Xoxo the love and support that you all show us is amazing. Thank you so very very very much. Xoxo i am doing okay, just eating alot.

[DQ]

No no no, it just can't be :(

I am so so sorry for you Ains. I am devasted for you and Josh and your family. :crying:

I don't know what to say really. I am just so shocked and sad for you :gloomy:

All my love and best wishes for you during this difficult time hun :hugs::hugs::hugs:

[bronny-jane]

im so sorry, ive been there myself.. its not a happy place:hugs:

i hope you both are ok

[ElizaDoLittle]

Noooooooo! no no no no! :hissy:Tears fell on my keys, so sorry for you hun, just so so sorry for your loss :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

[BazzasMum]

:( So sorry Ains. :hugs:

[MummasPrinces]

I am so sorry Ains! :hugs::hugs:

I hope the D&C isn't too rough on you. Remember to cry, scream, talk and lean on each other all you can! and remember - everything you think and feel - it's all normal!

You are all in my thoughts! :hugs::hugs::hugs:

[MooMum]

I have been following your journey, you are a much loved hubber and incredible woman. You have supported many here and I hope you now allow us to return the favor.

I am sorry beyond words for what you are going through right now. There is nothing I can say but I wanted you to know you and your hubby are in my thoughts.

:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:

[WorkingClassMum]

I didn't want to comebackand read this thread.

I am so very very sorry for you and hubby.

[reAllytee]

Bullsh!t.

Its just bullshi!t.

I keep trying to tell myself I read it wrong elsewhere, that in my delerious sick state I read it wrong.

Now I read it here & I realise it's true & I can't help but sob.

It's just bullsh!t.

:crying::crying::crying::crying:


Love you & I wish I could do more than just offer words.

[SpotTheOcelot]

Not what any of us want to hear :(

x

[Baldie's Mum]

Thank you for everything. Having a wine and trying not to kill my husband who doesnt want to sit round the hospital waiting for me to finnish. So he is going to go to work. :(

[MsMummy]

I'm really sorry for your loss.

I can only imagine how hard it is for your and your partner.

Take care.

[SorenLorensen]

ains i can come tomorrow....let me know :hugs::hugs:

[Bron]

Oh no. Oh Ains, I am so so so sorry.

:(:hugs::hugs::hugs::crying:

I'm thinking of you and wishing you much strength in the weeks ahead. Grieve, mourn, yell. It all helps you heal.

I'm here if you need to chat. :(

[Baldie's Mum]

It sounds odd, but these things happen and do you know, i am glad it has happened to me and not someone who is older and doesnt have as many years. You know?? I am sad, detestated, angry but i can handle it. I am okay. I will get there.

[Love is all you need]

:hugs: :hugs: :hugs: no words hunni just big big :hugs: you are an extremelly positive person and I know that one day you will have your little miracle and be the best mum!!!!!

[Nomsie]

Big hugs Ains. You are so strong and positive! There must be a very special baby waiting for you at the end of it all!! :hugs:

[bAaM]

It sounds odd, but these things happen and do you know, i am glad it has happened to me and not someone who is older and doesnt have as many years. You know?? I am sad, detestated, angry but i can handle it. I am okay. I will get there.

That just gave me goosebumps, you are such an awsome unselfish beutiful chicky. Even after going through this horrible loss your still thinking of others.

Your wonderful and kind and such a loving friend Ains, things HAVE to start getting better, its about time some of that good karma came back to you. The universe can be so so cruel but you are one of the strongest woman I know.
I am a better person for knowing you.

I hope tomorrow isnt to painful sweetie.

Much love to you both. oxox

[fox_girl]

:hugs::hugs::hugs:

I dont know what to say. I am so sorry to read this. I have followed your journey (not in a stalker kinda way:cool:)...

I wish you all the best for the future.

I hope tomorrow you are ok. You will be in my thoughts & many others I am sure.


Lots of :hugs::hugs: to you & hubby.

[Bron]

It sounds odd, but these things happen and do you know, i am glad it has happened to me and not someone who is older and doesnt have as many years. You know?? I am sad, detestated, angry but i can handle it. I am okay. I will get there.

Ains, you have incredible strength to say something like that. Remember though that you might not feel this strong over the next few days. You're absolutely right, you will get there, but some days will be harder than others.

I've been there more times than I care to remember, and I'm here for you now. :hugs::hugs:

[sparklesare]

Ains, I am so sorry to hear, I have been hoping this wouldnt come.

My thoughts are with you and your family. Take care.

:hugs::hugs::hugs:

[letsbepositive]

:hugs::hugs::hugs: I can't explain in words what I want to say. :( I'm so sad for what you have been through. I hope tomorrow goes ok and that you have plenty of time to rest and recover both physically and emotionally. :hugs:

LBP
xxx

[Jamison]

I am sorry to butt in but I was looking around at all the threads and had respond to this one.

I am so so sorry for your loss and nothing I say can change the way you feel. I just wanted to say that you must be a much loved BH member judging by all the posts and I hope the support of all of these ladies gets you through what must be a very difficult time.

My thoughts are with you and your family and I hope everything gets bigger and better for you:hugs:XXX

[hunnybunny]

Ains I am so sorry for you and Josh. Life is just so cruel sometimes.

[KatiesMum]

Hey Hun

:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:

I am so sorry.

You are MEANT to be a Mummy. It WILL happen for you hun. Keep the faith. I know its hard ..... but it WILL happen.

:hugs::hugs:

[Seekrit]

:hugs: Ains I'm so sorry to hear this news.
:hugs: :hugs:

[Myztik]

I'm so sorry Ains :( :hugs:

[Just Add Water]

:hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

I am sorry to hear this news.

ChunkyDunks also sends some :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: and says she's thinking of you.

[Baldie's Mum]

Thank you. Xoxo

[2 Cherubs]

So sorry Ains :hugs:

[MooMum]

It sounds odd, but these things happen and do you know, i am glad it has happened to me and not someone who is older and doesnt have as many years. You know?? I am sad, detestated, angry but i can handle it. I am okay. I will get there.

You are a truly amazing woman. Make sure you don't try to be too brave, you are aloud to feel "why me?".

:hugs: to you.

[c38]

:gloomy:
That just sux

I'm so sorry this has happened:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:

[moozle]

I hope everything is going ok for you with the D & C. I'm so sorry to hear this has happened :( I'm sure it will happen for you soon :hugs:

[BoyCrazy]

thinking of you today Ains xoxoxo

:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:

[malagirl]

Ains I am so sorry to hear this has happened. Thinking of you and DH :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

[Baldie's Mum]

Well d&c went well. Just at home now. Thank you for all the support. Xoxo

[CookiesRYum]

oh hun.. i have been sitting here on bed rest all day - my D&C postponed until tomorrow - and waiting to hear from you.

thanks for letting us know - how did u get on? i hope your doing ok - I know you had to go in our own and it broke my heart :hugs:

[SpotTheOcelot]

hope you are OK, and that DH is bending over baclwards to make you comfortable and happy to make up for being MIA.

x

[TrulyBlessed]

Been thinking of you today sweetpea.

Rest up & know I'm here for you if you need me. xoxo

[Baldie's Mum]

Yeah, its not too painful. The uterus calm's down after about 4 hrs. Dh is out doing himself. I drove myself home, and when he got home he had a shower and went truck shopping. So i have been at home. For dinner he made macdonnalds! Great. So at this stage he not being spoken to. :(

[Bexta]

So sorry for your loss. :hugs:

[CookiesRYum]

oh hun - it sounds like you are both really struggling.. perhaps he is hurting and just doens't know how to deal with it?

don't let it push you apart - u both need each other right now..

sending you a big hug...

i have just brought myself some flower essences to help me through this - I don't know if its something you would be interested in but here is the link in case xoxo

http://www.bachflower.com/miscarriage.htm

[Baldie's Mum]

I use vodka! LOL! I find it very effective. LOL xoxo Nah we are cool, he just was told that another tattoo goes on my back! He didn't argue.

[CookiesRYum]

HAHA! love ur style.. i must admit i'm looking forward to a nice glass of red tomorrow night! take care and keep us updated on how ur doing.

[MothersMilk]

I'm glad your D&C went well. It is very sucky that DH is not being more supportive :( I have been through it myself and would have been lost without my DH there to hold my hand. Maybe your DH is hurting more than he is letting on - men can be weird like that at times like this.
Take care of yourself - don't worry about anything else. Get comfy on the couch, eat chocolate, cry, have a drink - whatever you feel like doing :hugs:
Thinking of you.

[WorkingClassMum]

:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:

[Izy]

RIP Jimmy, and thankyou for the beautiful message you brought with you...

" My mummy has an ever so sperm friendly uterus now"

:hugs:
Hugs to you and your DH, and keep us posted on the Tatt :yes:

[Baldie's Mum]

Well i am doing okay. Actually better than okay. I think cause of Ivf i am handelling this so well. I feel like a cycle has failed. I cryed for 1 day and now i am ready to go again. I dont mean that in a cold hearted way, but thats just how my brain works. Xoxo

[V8]

Ains i'm so sorry to hear about your D&C and your loss of Jimmy. :hugs: :hugs:

The dream is still there, you will get there, you are one of the most determined people i have ever known on here. :hugs: :hugs:

[Mischief]

:hugs: Im sorry for the loss of Jimmy! :hugs:

[SweetSerenity]

Hi Ains :hugs:

Just wanted to send you my biggest hugs ever :hugs:

A loss is an awful thing to go through and I'm so so so sorry to see that you are going through this.

You're in my thoughts :hugs:

Much love, Nat xo

[spoon]

Keep going hun:yes: Glad your feeling strong.:hugs:


:goodvibes::babydust2:

[TrulyBlessed]

I'm proud of you Ains. Get back up on the bike & try again.

Its not cold hearted of you sweet pea just the fighter in you.

My DH was not very supportive with my previous losses & it took a few arguments & discussions this time round for him to really open up about Jacob & for him to also see how I was feeling too.

I don't want to defend Josh but please know you are not alone as I've been there & as cliched as it is everyone does deal with these things differently (I'm only speaking of my experience with M here.)

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Ains:hugs::hugs: - you are an incredible inspiration.:thumbsup: