My little celebration

[Looshkin]

OK

I am bursting with self pride.. and just that feeling of feeling really good about myself..
....well I admit I have had a few 1 to 5 minute moments of embracing mental breakown that needed some serious deep breathing exercises..:p:hair::o:D

But..
I am on day five of being cigarette free... and I feel great!

I had given up before.. but realised I had been smoking again for almost 6 months throughout all the drama and had gone back to my crutch...

I feel proud of myself, my skin looks great.. I don't have to be paranoid of TTC and "giving up" every two week wait whilst sneaking one or two a day here or there and starting up a pack a day again in silly self destructive cycle when I got a BFN..

I feel this time is for good, I'm hardly even craving - I feel like I've just switched off the addicted switch and everytime I think I want one - I don't fight the feeling I embrace it, relax into it and 'feel' it.. It's been an interesting few days.. and yoga has been so much better.

I am just so proud I feel like I have finally got my head into a non smokers mentality.
And I'm so looking forward to ovulate this month with the eating chickpeas and mungbeans and healthier than healthy and exercising and not smoking.. :D

HURRAY!
For the first time in my life I'm not addicted to *anything* and I'm really proud of that, and I'm proud I will be a healthy and happy mummy soon

OK disclaimer : I still luuurrve my coffee - but *can* go without and would not really call it an addiction.
:p

[JasmineLouise]

Hey Zeltronica... That is awesome news... well done :smiliedance:

Fingerscrossed for your bfp... as a little 'prize' for your achievement :D

I'm with you on the coffee front :p

[Baldie's Mum]

Zel, where do you do Yoga and why havent i been invited!!!!!! :D

Also............:smiliedance: :smiliedance: :smiliedance: :smiliedance: for you and your beautiful breath!!! :hugs:

[Looshkin]

Thanks Jasmine Louise!

Ains I go in Newtown, so very good although I usually go have cupcakes (home made) or a snail danish and coffee after at campos.... :bee:

Pretty long drive but you're totally invited!

I've been wanting to try the heated room yoga for awhile, so good for your skin, like the effects of a sauna for your skin and the relaxing effects of valium on your body from the yoga.. just need to find a place that does it.

[Baldie's Mum]

careful with the heated yoga, not sure it would be so great with ttc.....i will google it!!!!

[studyingECS]

Wooot, Go Zelly! Keep up the good work!:flowerz:

[sockstealingpoltergeist]

Zeltronica, that is fantastic, congratulations.:smiliedance::yes:

I am proud of you.:hugs:

[Opinionated]

Congratulations. Smoking is hard. I kicked that one.

Caffeine though I am totally addicted. I start getting a headache when my blood level drops:laughing:

[Harlequin]

Good on you Zel! :D

[Mumma88]

Well done! :yelclap:

That is fantastic news... keep up the good work :)