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MilkOnTap
13-07-2005, 08:32
I hope you dont mind guys - but I need to express myself for the loss of my baby. I suffered an ectopic pregnancy the other week. We had just found out after months of trying that we were pregnant - had just told our immediate family and close friends. A few days later I was rushed to hospital from work with cramps and shooting pains up my spine, sweating and fainting. I am still grieving and thought that this might help... I hope you dont mind me posting this letter...


This is a letter to my Angel Unknown...

You were in Mummy and Daddies heart for a long while - we knew you were coming, but when, and how.

6 weeks old - your heart just began to beat. But you didn't make it to the womb, to the place where you were to rest for the next 8 months. You stayed on the path - in the tube.

You had mummy in so much pain, but she knew what she had to do.

Mummy had to give you up, otherwise she wouldn't be around to create your brothers and sisters in the future. Mummy had to do something she had always vowed not to do.

Let me tell you something, my beautiful angel unknown, Mummy and Daddy loved you, just as much as we would have if you had been born into this world. We loved you so much, that we gave you a piece of me - a piece of my body.

I know that you, my Angel Unknown, you are now playing in the gardens of Heaven. I know that one day we will meet at the pearly white gates.

Until then, know that you will always be in Mummy and Daddies hearts. You were our first child, our Beautiful Angel Unknown.

justtwogirls22
13-07-2005, 09:32
ally - that is beautiful & im sorry your little angel had to leave you

jaz
13-07-2005, 10:32
The poem was beautiful.....My thought are with you, your family & your little Angel...........
Much love
Jaz
xoxox

pippa
13-07-2005, 11:03
Hi Ally,

I'm sorry to hear of your loss. I too had a M/C 8 weeks ago, I know it's not the same as a ectopic, but my little cherubs heart was beating for a short while, and the pain I felt and still feel would be the same. It does get easier over time, believe me, I thought it wouldn't but it did.

Give yourself time, and be kind to yourself, spend time with those who love you and take it easy. Your little angel is up there waiting for you along with my little cherub but I believe that I will meet up with her again.

If you need to chat feel free, hope to talk to you soon.

Pippa xoxoxo

angcaltam
13-07-2005, 11:57
Ally,
I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. Just remember that your little angel will never leave you but will now always be looking over your shoulder and making sure that you are all right.
Please keep us posted on how you are going, and feel free to share your feelings with us.

TwoBlue
13-07-2005, 14:48
The pain you feel is justified

Thankyou for sharing your words and thoughts with us

Your unknown angel will always be with you, in your heart

WeThree
22-07-2005, 19:08
that letter was so beautiful, thankyou for sharing it with us, i know your little angel knows how much you and her daddy love her, god bless, erin

hoping123
13-12-2006, 11:31
i'm so sorry to hear of your loss pink. Why should we mind. This is a place for you to let it out hun. Whatever helps do it. I had three miscarriages quite a few years ago and the hurt never fully goes away. you allways think back and wonder what that child would have been like. Vent away all you like hun. By the way I'm also from the eastern suburbs :hugs:

Seekrit
13-12-2006, 11:35
oh my goodness, my heart skipped a beat, I went cold and fuzzy... tears.... then I looked at the date and sighed a sigh of relief....

:hugs:

Zada
13-12-2006, 11:42
i did exactly the same seekrit :yes:

hoping123
13-12-2006, 11:46
LolI Didn't even look at the date just thought it was a lovely poem lol. Teach me to flick thru posts lol

secretmum
13-12-2006, 11:51
Yep same here-
man, can someone please close this thread as I think it's causing a lot of panic for poor Ally amongst BHers!!

drewid
13-12-2006, 12:10
closed....as this is an old thread that is giving a lot of us heart attacks...