MariaO
03-06-2006, 00:16
Emergency Ceasar
Going in to the room, I remember being fearful, and being soothed. Everyone was positive and kind. I remember being terrified, that something was wrong. I felt or knew that whenever I leant to the left, the alarm went off. Something was wrong (maybe).
Then trying to get Andrew to talk to me, distract me when the operation aspect started, still terrified really, and then hearing her scream, roar crying, furious crying. The feeling of relief started, and then when the scores started coming in, she was a she, and she was fine.
That was when the mixture of elation and relief started. Relief was still the overwhelming feeling but with elation flowing. And then I held her, and still relief but then exhaustion.
I was not able for anymore till the next day…
Going in to the room, I remember being fearful, and being soothed. Everyone was positive and kind. I remember being terrified, that something was wrong. I felt or knew that whenever I leant to the left, the alarm went off. Something was wrong (maybe).
Then trying to get Andrew to talk to me, distract me when the operation aspect started, still terrified really, and then hearing her scream, roar crying, furious crying. The feeling of relief started, and then when the scores started coming in, she was a she, and she was fine.
That was when the mixture of elation and relief started. Relief was still the overwhelming feeling but with elation flowing. And then I held her, and still relief but then exhaustion.
I was not able for anymore till the next day…