Emotions pushed aside...

[MilkOnTap]

I just completed my first entry in my TTC diary (feel free to see it here (http://www.bubhub.com.au/community/forums/showthread.php?t=23611)) and I'm feeling a bit sad and down. I had forgotten about so many emotions that I had pushed aside through our losses... they seem to be bubbling up to the surface and unfortunately I dont think chocolate is the answer...

Just wondering what you ladies do when you are feeling a bit blue...

[Bron]

Oh Ally :hugs: :hugs:

There are times when seemingly out of nowhere it all just gets really hard again. When that happens I tell my DH and just let myself cry. Your feelings are valid Ally, your grief is real. Let is happen if you need to.

I like to stand under a hot shower when I've been crying.

:hugs: I'm thinking of you.

Love
Bron xxxx

[JenNT]

Ally:hugs:
Just read your diary and it was just beautiful they way you have worded your experience and emotions.How brave you are.Keep it going, I hope it helps you heal.
Go make a nice cuppa of hot chocolate,rug up and go outside and look at the moon......it's the one thing you and Grant can see.
Take care and Keep :D , Jen

[MilkOnTap]

Thanks Bron and Jen... Its funny - there isn't any milestones at all at the moment - or any coming up. It was just re-living what we went through that has brough it all out again...

Sometimes its just easier to bury those emotions and *hope* they never surface again...

[Blessed Mum]

Ally :hugs: for you. Your journey has certainly been a rough start but :fingerscrossed: for you & Grant once he is back home with you.

[*Chels*]

Ally,I just read your diary,and I got a lump in my throat.
It makes me feel really lucky to have a healthy lil bubba.I really hope this happens for you too!
Grant sounds like a great guy!:fingerscrossed: for your TTC journey!
I wish you all the luck in the world:hugs:
Chels

[Percy]

Hi Ally
I can relate to how your feeling. I have had a bit of a tough day. Its my sons 1st birthday, and as happy as i am, i also feel a bit guilty over thomas ( i miscarried him at 15 weeks). If he had of gone to term, i never would have had jake, so its weird that i can be happy and sad at the same time.

My DH gets through it by telling me that THomas just came back in jake. Maybe take heart in the fact that your next baby will have parts of your beautiful angels in them.

In the meantime, im sure god is looking after all our little angels.

hugs to you.