am i arent i???????

[mandiimay]

i just need to vent a bit....i am sooooooooooo sick of wondering if i am or not!!!:banghead: i am so angry at myself for obsessing so much and for not being more patient!! i have done a test nearly everyday and sometimes twice a day (i know, i know....really shameful :o ) but i am just soooo sure i am, i just need proof!


i am so emotional, crying for no reason or because it is negative again....so then i think i must be preggo as i am emotional, but then i think i am just driving myself to the point of madness...:crying:

can anyone relate or am i alone in my obsessive madness???? thanks for listening :hugs:

[Mummy2my5]

Hi mandiimay,no you are not alone there i have been the same. What cycle day are you at now?

[CJandMum]

Hello fellow obsessive tester...:wave:

I am also a obsessive tester as well.. I tested 12 times last month and it absolutely drives you insane, I know..:banghead: You think, if I just test again everything will be different, and you still only see one line. This month I am being as brave as possible and I am only going to test once..(or twice, we will see how it goes). You just have to keep calm and remember that you might only get a result one day after your missed period, and up to 10-14 days passed ovulation. So if you know when you O'd you just have to remember if you test any earlier you might be dissapointed by the results. I know it's hard to wait but you can save yourself the dissappointment of 10 negative tests before you finally get that positive one you're hoping for. Don't stress too much about the whole thing (hard, I know). Stay optimistic and Good luck! :hugs:

[mandiimay]

thanks for replying

Day 29, but not due for a bit as i have long cycle...i am still new to all the jargon so sorry for that but i think i am about 17 DPO, i did a test today in the afternoon and i am soooo sure there was a faint line but i want a real line so i can jump up and down and know for sure i am not imagining it :yelclap: i lasted from Thursday until Monday so i guess i am not that bad :devil6: but now that i think i had a line i am starting to obsess again....:fingerscrossed: i know i will do one in the morning there is no point denying it...:o i figure if today was really a faint line then tomorrow there is a good chance it will be darker

[Mummy2my5]

Good luck for the morning mandy i hope that it is a darker line for you.:fingerscrossed:

[mandiimay]

thanks :) i will certainly be on here doing a dance if it is!! :yelclap: hope to talk again soon:wave:

[whitsundaysmumma]

:hugs: You are not alone, I do test after test!!!

But a feint line is promising, while there is a line there is hope.:fingerscrossed:

[pipilongstocking]

Hi there.I was the same-an obsessed tester with my first and now again thinking i have my second!!! But to no avail:rolleyes: However all i can say is that i stopped thinking about it-literally(i know it's hard esp when you want it so much) but as soon as i did and hid all the pee tests and tied my hands behind my back:laughing: then along came Harry,And i believe it will happen that way again now i have stopped obsessing over it:laughing:
Good luck everyone:hugs:

[mandiimay]

I GOT A LINE ON MY HPT!!!! [COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"]YAY!!!!! :yelclap: :smiliedance: :D finally after two weeks of feeling/knowing i was pg, but not having "proof", there it is at last!!! anyone feeling discourged by negative HPT's, hang in there, cause sometimes it just takes a while...(thinking of you and knowing how you are feeling :hugs: )

the best bit is i just got off the phone from my best friend who is also newly pregnant and we are due 5 days apart!!!!! how cool is that?


have a good day everyone x

[Mummy2my5]

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!! On your BFP.....:smiliedance:

[Funkychicken]

That's wonderful news. I wish you and your family all the best.:thumbsup:

[TJ]

CONGRATULATIONS!!

I guess you really are the only one that knows your body!! Have a healthy happy 9 months (same to your friend as well)

[JorBai]

CONGRATULATIONS MANDIIMAY!:smiliedance: