Am I being over sensitive?

[supa_star323]

Ok so I started my prac today, and I have another ten days. I had asked not to be put with kids jacob's age cause i knew it would be bad for me in a way, but thats where they put me. I loved the day and I am not complaining at all, but it drove home to me how different jacob is. I constantly kept thinking, "jacob should be able to do that" or "they would never cope with jacob". Now I have accepted him for his differences and I honestly wouldn't change him, but it just kept popping into my head and now it's kinda depressing me that I even think it cause I don't want to. I am not really thinking anyone can help me, just wanted to get it out.

[loving6]

:hugs::hugs::hugs:

[NibbleCurlynBub]

I'd ask them to move you.

Its not good for you to be doubting yourself or your son.. You should not have to compare at all. :no:

Push for it.. It might work out okay.

:hugs: :hugs: :hugs: I am so sorry that they did not respect your wishes though.

[kiwibird27]

I am an Early Childhood Teacher, After having Megan I am unable to return to that kind of work, I find it very difficult dealing with "normal" kids and my heart just isn't in it, well done for persisting!!!!

[secondtimearound2]

I don't think your over emotional at all. I actually think you are quite normal and what your feeling is very normal. As a parent to 2 children, whenever I come into contact with other kids the same age as mine, I do wonder the same things. Don't beat yourself up over it :hugs:. I'm glad you enjoyed your day with the kids!