i now have no one to hold me up

[Two To Be Three]

well my year is just getting beta

bubby's father left me when catlin was only 11 weeks old and then i had trouble with the ppl that he was livin with they started at me for stuff that i didn't even know of
and dad got his cancer back in may,, then we took his up to the hospital thursday and they addmited him in straight away and he went down hill friday,
sunday i got a phone call from the hospital saying that dad wouldn't last the night so i rushed up there to spend as much time with him as i could, i ended up staying there with him over night, he kept going down hill over night,
but he proved everyone wrong, he was still with us monday morning
well i went home monday morning to have a shower and get sum more stuff for the night, well on the way home we had a car run up our a$$
well back to the story,, dad passed away on tuesday morning at 9.50 am
and the funeral was on friday so my year is just getting alot beta 'NOT'
hopefully something good happens to me in the nxt couple of weeks cause to tell you the truth im hating bad luck

well sorry about the long drag on but i had to get something off my chest


sorry about this but i thought you single mummies would listen to me without judging me

[Mum2Bug]

Aww hun it sounds like you really need some :hugs:" right now. Im so sorry you are going through so much at the moment and im really sorry to hear about your dad, thats hard.:hugs: We are always here for you to chat to, wish i was closer to be able to help out more.

[RmumR]

Oh Sweets thats just horrible, i'm also sending you lots of :hugs:. I can't begin to imagine how you feel right now but if you need to talk or anything i'm right here for you.
Make sure you are looking after yourself hun. Things will get better, i know it probably doesn't seem like it right now but they will and if you need any confirmation of that just look at Caitlin and you'll know.

I'm thinking of you :hugs:

[preciousbabyboy]

Hey CM, I havent talked to you in a while but i wanted to send you lots of big hugs. Its awful to know hat you are having such a hard time at the moment (well this year) I can only hope things start to ge better for you. Sorry to hear about your dad passing away :hugs:

:hugs:PM me if you like

[ACT1]

CM I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. There's no words that can help during this time but please know that there are people here that are thinking of you and who understand. I lost the man who had been my father for many years when I was in my mid 20s. It was a hurt so deep I could barely breathe or even stand up. Sweetie, I really do know. It does get better but it won't be for a while yet and there will always be times that you will miss him.

All I can suggest is to cry as much as you need, or do whatever else you need to get through this time. And look at your beautiful little girl and know that you will get through this, even if it's just for her. She loves you and there can be nothing better in this world than your own child.

Big :hugs:

[Two To Be Three]

so do i

i really want something good to happen soon cause i really need it as im sic of bad luck lately

:crying::crying::crying::crying:

[Benji]

:hugs::hugs::hugs:

They will get better soon. You are still grieving so you probably can't yet see the light at the end of the tunnel, but you will soon.

I'm so sorry you lost your dad. :hugs:

[pinkgingham]

man that sucks :hugs:

the same thing happened to me. my stepdad passed, then my kids father left me and then my grandad passed. :(

feel free to PM me for my MSN if you want to chat. :hugs:

[bubbleyblossom]

Im not a single mum, but I just wanted to send you so many hugs, I am sorery you are going through this. May your dad rest in peace

[mummy_to_my_son]

:hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:

your dad is now a :angel: watching over you, may he rest in piece and help you with your good luck that you are longing too deserve

[Two To Be Three]

thankyou all

what makes everything worse now i am coming down with something
and i can't even lift up bubby so i have my house mate home so she can help me with bub

[sunnyflower]

:hugs: