Man I am like the devil woman...

[LivingINhope]

I have to vent about myself, I know weird huh! but i just can't stand my mood swings. I am normally a very calm and rationale person and this last week that has flown out the door.

My poor husband and little boy don't know what to do with me at the moment. Well actually my 2 1/2 year old has taken to massive tantrums and never doing as he is told to push my buttons, this would normally just keep me occupied but now I get mad at him.

Man the guilt kills me. My husband knows the reason for my insanity but my poor baby doesn't, I am trying so hard to be normal and be the mum I am normally.

My husband thinks I am not that bad with my son but i can see how it is effecting him :crying:

Anyway its been a bad few days, now that I have that off my chest hopefully i can pick myself up brush myself off and get on with it.

Thanks for listening to my ranting :)

[misspeta]

Awww, livinginhope - he'll forgive you! If you're a calm and loving Mum most of the time I'm sure that's what he'll grow up remembering ... and the times you were awful when trying to make him a sibling will be all forgotten! It's not forever - he will be fine xxx

[LivingINhope]

tanks miss peta that makes me a feel a little better, although the guilt will always be there I know its part of being a parent :)

[jesmon]

Hi LivinInHope,
:hugs:
Just remember, it's not you - it's the drugs!!!
And soon you'll be back to your normal self.
Whatever part of the cycle is causing this, there's not long to go :)
K