Milk_Monkey
08-01-2008, 08:57 PM
I am so teary, it is driving me crazy.
I do feel somewhat justified. My grandmother just died and we had a big gathering in her memory tonight. And im just generally run down from christmas and new years. Plus - pregnant.
But i can handle all that. The problem is that i just feel really really selfish, and bitchy. For the past few weeks i just feel like i havent been able to say a nice thing about anyone or anything. And i HATE feeling like that. Im usually a postitive person, and generally pretty care free. But im taking things so personally and im feeling like im being walked on and no one has actually considered my position. usually i'd be assertive, but i dont trust myself at the moment, and i dont want to say anything to anyone incase i come across as agressive.
I am such a mess tonight. but i dont want to just ignore the way i feel. Does anyone have any suggestions to help me move out of this rut im in.
I do feel somewhat justified. My grandmother just died and we had a big gathering in her memory tonight. And im just generally run down from christmas and new years. Plus - pregnant.
But i can handle all that. The problem is that i just feel really really selfish, and bitchy. For the past few weeks i just feel like i havent been able to say a nice thing about anyone or anything. And i HATE feeling like that. Im usually a postitive person, and generally pretty care free. But im taking things so personally and im feeling like im being walked on and no one has actually considered my position. usually i'd be assertive, but i dont trust myself at the moment, and i dont want to say anything to anyone incase i come across as agressive.
I am such a mess tonight. but i dont want to just ignore the way i feel. Does anyone have any suggestions to help me move out of this rut im in.