sick of everything!!!

[honeydew]

Hi All-

Having a bad night and just need to vent to someone (anyone LOL)....

So we are currently ttc#2, it has only been since the beginning of June which I know isn't long at all but we have had one miscarriage, next cycle was a dudd with a short luteal phase, this cycle I am now on cd26 and haven't ovulated yet :banghead: I am recording CM, temping, doing OPK's twice daily and having sex daily or every 2nd day. I AM SO OVER IT!!!!!!!

And DH is giving me the poo's tonight, I was upset when I did my OPK and it was yet another negative- he told me to get over it and stop carrying on, crying isn't going to make it happen sooner. It felt like a slap in the face! :crying: I know he is stressed about it as well and feels the pressure but he isn't the one who keeps track of my cycle and stresses over every little twinge and sits at night crying because all he wants is another tiny baby to love. All he has to do is have sex which he was complaining he doesn't get enough of anyways!!!!!!!! I know he wants another baby but he is just so care free about everything and doesn't see where I am coming from. I don't want to be told to get over it, I want a cuddle and a kiss and to at least FEEL like I have his support.

So anyways in a huff he said 'fine we will stop trying', then I started yelling at him and threw my deoderant can across the room :o and stormed out and came on bub hub :laughing: I feel like a total fool for how I have carried on but I am just so frustrated with everything today!!

I know this probably sounds selfish when there are so many ppl who have been ttc for heaps longer and with fertility problems and I should be grateful for having one child already (which I am- very much so) but this is just how I am feeling.

Also, I pressed something on my keyboard and now the screen is all zoomed in and I don't know how to get it back to normal :confused:

Tonight I just feel like doing this- :banghead:

Thanks for listening!

[mummy_to_thomas]

Mummy to Mason, vent away chicky! You will get your :bfp: real soon, I just know it. I'm sending you big :hugs: sweety!

[JnA]

I encourage you and anyone else TTC, fertility assisted or not to read the Ben Elton book "Inconceivable". Witty, funny and a great way to vent out your frustrations through laughing at his journey.


I hope you get your BFP soon.. and allow yourself to vent, at him or here... or both :) :hugs:

[TrulyBlessed]

Hun I just wanted to send you heaps of these :kiss: & :hugs: . And double the :babydust2: &:wizard:

I can understand what you are feeling. TTC our ds we went through 14 months (ds was concieved on my 15th cycle) & 2 m/c's. This time around we haven't been preventing since the 17th of May 2006. Since then we have had 3 m/c's and are still waiting for our next pregnancy.

I know how frustrated I get with it all and wish I was one of those that fell preg/stayed preg easily.

No offense to the males but since they don't experience what we are going through it is hard for them to fully understand where we are coming from so they need it spelt out most of the time.

So if you feel you need to vent away go for it.